50. stay strong beautiful.
Sorry guys. Not an update. However one will be up hopefully tomorrow.
I just wanted to say thank you for reading this far. A few of you guys are commenting for me to update.
Remember when I said i was going through something? And that story i told where my mum almost saw my scars? I have been bad lately, it has been really hard not to get that blade and i have had to literally put it back to stop myself. I know it sounds so selfish or like conceded that i do that, but its true. For those who haven't ever done it (which i hope is all of you) your probably thinking 'how could anyone ever do that? Or i could never do that.' Right? Well its not that simple. Its more of why. Think about it. How much emotional pain must someone be in to make it physical pain.
Well uh yeah. Im almost worse without that stupid thing you know? Well okay thats enough for me.
I hope none of you guys have the same struggles, but if you do i want you to know that i am here for you. You are worth it. Throw away the blades, flush the pills, eat a donut, keep your food in your stomach.
I love you all.
Stay strong for me.
If you want something to help keep you strong, the boys have a 'stay strong beautiful message.' Search that into youtube or whatever an you'll find it.
Ily. Happy easter if you celebrate it, if not happy long weekend. And if you don't have a long weekend then happy weekend.