After Michael had cleaned me up we got into the car. It is now 6:19pm.
"Here you are gorgeous." Michael said as he opened the car door for me.
I looked at my hands as my cheeks went on fire.
He ran over to the drivers side and opened up the door. He climbed inside and started the car. As soon as he did jesus of suburbia by greenday started blaring.
"Sorry..." He said as he leaned over to tun it down.
"No no no! I love greenday!" I spoke as i reached over to slap his hand away.
"Oh my gosh. Really? You like greenday?"
I hadnt noticed but we had pulled out and were now at a streetlight that i dont recognize.
"Yeah really! Greenday, blink, mayday parade, all time low they are my favourites!" I yelled as i turned it up.
We both started belting out the lyrics.
"GET MY TELEVISION FIX
SITTING ON MY CURCIFIX
THE LIVING ROOM OR MY PRIVATE WOMB
WHILE THE MOM'S AND BRAD'S ARE AWAY
TO FALL IN LOVE AND TO FALL IN DEBT
TO ALCOHOL AND CIGARETTES
AND MARY JANE
TO KEEP ME INSANE,
DOING SOMEONE ELSE'S COCAINE"
We both laughed are heads off as we pulled into a parking lot of some sort. I have no idea where we are. Its really dark out so i can't see where we are.
"Hold on..." He said as he was turning off the car and getting out. He ran over to my side again and opened my door.
I giggled. "Why thank you sir."
We both laughed.
"Where even are we?" I asked
"Its a secret. You'll know in about five minutes. Oh how are your arms feeling by the way?"
"Oh yeah they are fine still stinging a little though."
We started walking and having some small talk. It kind of looked like we were walking in a forest. But I'm still not sure.
We walked for about five more minutes until all the trees faded away and i could hear the water crashing against the sand.
A beach. I hope we don't go in the water. I'm wearing a white tank top and my blue and white laced bra.
He walked me over to a blanket. It had a candle or two on it and a little bag i think full of food. Awe he is honestly the cutest and sweetest guy.
"Wow" i said as i sat down.
"What?" He asked cockily.
"Its amazing. I cant believe you did this."
"Well what can i say. I had some help. But it was my idea the guys just helped me set it up."
"Well thank you." We were sitting down talking about whatever came into our minds
"Uh mean girls." He said back without even thinking.
We both laughed hysterically.
"Dont judge me. Me and Luke love mean girls. 'He asked me what day it was on october 3rd'" he said. He quoted mean girls in a girly voice which made me laugh even more.
I was laughing and all of a sudden i got the hiccups. Shit. It always happens when i laugh to hard. I get so self conscious when it happens. And panicky until i have an anxiety attack. Great.
I stared at my hands. I could feel the insecure feeling coming on. I hugged my knees to my chest. *hiccup* fuck.
"Are you okay?" Michael asked me with sincerity in his voice.
I didnt even bother to look him in the eyes. I just nodded. I had my legs hugged to my chest so tightly that all you could see was my head past my legs. I could barely breath and felt a fire in my chest. This sucks. I didnt want to say anything because i dont know what he would do. He might freak out or anything he might just leave me here.
"No your not. Whats going on?"
"N-n-nothing Micha-ael" i stuttered choking on my words. I hiccuped again.
He leaned over and saw my shaky hands. And my chest rising and falling incredibly fast. He un-folded my legs and held my hands.
"You are having an anxiety attack aren't you?"
I noded my head and felt a tear roll down my check. I saw Michael raise his hand and i flinched thinking he would slap me. But he wiped away my tear.
"Its okay. I used to get them all the time. Don't freak out when i do this okay? You're safe."
He took my hands and wrapped them around his neck. He put one arm under my knees and one around my back. He lifted me with ease. More tears streamed down my face. As the burning sensation intensified and it became harder to catch my breath.
He brought my over to the water. He sat down and spread his legs and plopped my facing the water between his legs with my back laying against his chest.
He stroked my hair and cheek. I finally started to catch my breath and calm down. I tuned around. So i was facing him.
"Thank you." I said as i pecked his cheek.
He looked down and went a deep shade of red. I giggled.
"Is it over?"
"Yeah." I replied.
"Do you get them a lot?"
"Yes." I replied looking down.
He lifted my head with his finger.
"Im so sorry." He said sadly.
Cliff hanger hola ✌️
I will try to update tomorrow or even tonight.
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I hope you enjoyed this long chapter.