Funny not so funny story. Today i was like
"Mum my back is itchy scratch it pleasee"
So she did and she was like
"Go upstairs your back looks like its having an allergic reaction to your shirt."
And i did and she was like
"Im going to put this cream stuff on it but you have to take off your shirt or else it will stain it."
And i was like oh fuck oh fuckidy fuck fuck *pardon you will understand in a sec.*
So i was like
"But i dont wana. Just put it on with the shirt"
And we argued and i was like Fuckkk im going to have to
And i was panicking bc i thought she was gonna see my scars. I started shaking and i felt like i couldnt breathe.
Yah that was horrifying.
On the bright side i haven't cut in 2 weeks! Its really excessively hard. Ive only stopped bc ik my mum will want to take me summer shopping and short sleeves an shorts are coming.
Im still shaking tbh.
I don't think she saw them tho bc if she did she would've flipped on me. And she didn't so...? I guess she didn't see. Oh well.
I luv u all.
TY for 12k ☺️
Mood= not wanting to breathe. 😅