"Are you guys ready yet?" I ask kyan and Liz from the front door. I look into the mirror and adjust my curled hair and add a bit more lip balm. I pull down my skin tight little black long sleeved dress, and make sure my chest isn't hanging out of the v-neck.
"I'm coming!" Screams kyan and I hear Liz run behind him. I see kyan first and he looks so amazing. He's wearing a black tight dress shirt and he rolled up the sleeves with dress pants and a tie. So adorable.
"Kyan you look dashing as always." I say and he blushes a bit.
"Rina you look magnificent like always." He says and I smile at him.
Liz comes down while adjusting her boobs. She has a skin tight, plain blue, short dress on. As usual she had to buy a blue one.
We put on our shoes and head to kyans car.
"Liz, did you get the directions to the mansion where the Boys dinner is being held?" Kyan asks Liz.
She nods and hands the pieces of paper to him.
In around 40 minutes we make it to the castle looking mansion. It's so ancient looking. The dark brick, hundreds of Windows, and ivy growing along the walls make it look so vintage. The huge fountain and garden in the front of the building just make it look so beautiful.
We get out of the car and begin to walk to the front entrance. We see a sign saying, "Mr. Styles, Mr. Horan, Mr. Payne, and Mr. Tomlinson's guests, head to the 'Royal Hall'"
"This is too fancy." I say.
"I never knew a pop boy group could have class." Kyan says.
"Excuse me but Mr. Payne and Mr. Styles are very classy gentlemen." Liz says and I laugh.
Following the map provided we head to the Royal Hall.
We see the big wooden doors and walk through them. There's not as many guests as I imagined. Only the two bands and random girls. Kyan takes my hand and I smile at him as we enter.
We head over to Harry.
"I'm so glad you could come!" He says with his adorable accent. "Are you two a thing now?" He says and kyan let goes of my hand as we laugh at the question.
"Oh no. He's kind of just giving me reassurance that I have someone to lean on to when Luke comes around." I say nervously.
Harry nods. "I totally understand. You have me too okay?"
I smile at his kindness. As Kyan and Harry indulge in a conversation I look over to the guests and automatically lock eyes with Luke. He stares at me like he's mad at me. Maybe he thinks that I'm with Kyan.
I give him a weak smile and waves me over.
"Kyan, I'll be over there." I say quietly and point to Luke's direction.
"Okay be safe." He says as I walk off.
I slowly walk over to Luke nervous about what's waiting for me over there.
As I walk up to him and look into his blue eyes I can't help but feel empty. This amazing guy isn't mine anymore. I can't hug him, call him in the middle of the night when I can't sleep, kiss him, and tell him I love him. He won't send me adorable good morning texts, leave me sentimental voicemails, make me feel like a princess, and make me feel like I'm worth it. But he also won't be a jerk.
"Rina? Are you okay?" He asks.
I shake my head as tears pour out. I'm so over run by emotions and I don't know what to do. I look around the room and see the patio. I run to it.
I run through the crowd of people and I finally make it to the patio. Thank god i am the only one here. I run to the ledge, take a deep breath, and let the years run down my cheeks. I cradle my head in my arms as I cry silently.
I hear someone walking behind me. I turn wiping my tears to see Luke standing there with a devastated look on his face.
"Babe you know I'm sorry." He says. I shake my head.
"Call me Rina." I say silently.
"Okay Rina.." He begins,"I'm new to this. I can change."
"It's fine. It's better this way if you think about it. You can do whatever you want without having to worry about what I think while you're on tour and we can still be friends I guess." I say with a weak smile.
"Yeah sounds great. Are you okay though?" He says.
"Yeah I am." I say and I really believe I am.