Life can be awkward. It can throw unexpected challenges at you and act like they're nothing. It can trip you up and mess you around to the point of thinking you have no more sanity. It can treat you like you are the worst or you are the best. But you have to put up with it.
I'm Paige. I'm that girl in school who is part of multiple friendship groups but doesn't feel "part" of them. I'm the one who is only needed when someone needs some impromptu therapy. Other than that, I'm pretty unwanted by everyone bar 4 people and these 4 people are the greatest things that ever happened to me.
Tanya, Kelsie, Louie and Dillon.
If any of them eventually find this blog I want them to know how much I love them. Without them I wouldn't do the things I do now.
Louie is my gay best friend. He's always there to listen to me and is hilarious when he wants to be. I've known him for half of his life and he's known me for half of mine and I wouldn't change him for the world.
Dillon is... well, Dillon. He is there for me and doesn't mind me bitching about people to him. He's helped me through so much and has only known me for 5 months or so but he still knows more about me than most people. And, he's older than me by 2 years, almost exactly, and if that isn't friendship I don't know what is.
Kelsie is amazing. I've known her for almost 3 years and I don't regret any of them. She has always had my back, although she can be a bit insensitive at times I wouldn't change her for the world. She's so bubbly and friendly, and can always put a smile on my face.
Tanya has always been there for me and is one of the most amazing people in my life. The fact she has such low self esteem hurts me, because she can't see how naturally beautiful and smart and brilliant she is.
I'm so lucky to have the friends I have, and every should have that group of friends.
Do you have any incredibly good friends? Who? Leave their names in the comments below.
That's all from me for now,