Seven months until the wedding. Seven months is too long. Just thinking about standing on the alter next to Ashton makes my heart flutter.
"Um, babe." Ashton said, walking into the kitchen with Rachel on his back, she was practically on his head. "Rachel, please get off. What are you gonna do when-" "Ash! Ashley!" Luke screamed. Rachel squealed. I sighed.
Calum and Kyla stood in the doorway with the guys. "Dada." Nicole said, stumbling over to Ashton. He picked her up, and got a horrid whiff. "I got it." I said, taking her. "Ashley, can I maybe... Come?" Kyla asked. "Um sure." I replied, walking down the hallway.
"You really did a number." I said, taking off Nicole's diaper. She giggled, and clapped her hands. "Yeah! Mommy gets to clean your poop! So funny!" I said sarcastically. She giggled again, and I threw a squishy ball at her. She played with it while I changed her.
"You're a good mother." Kyla said. "Thanks." I replied. "I just hope I'll be as good as you." She sighed. "You're gonna be great." I replied, trying to find new clothes for Nicole.
"All better!" I said, picking Nicole up. She giggled, and clapped her hands. "Momma." She spoke quietly. She then giggled again.
"Wow." I said, surprised. We just found out Kyla is pregnant. Wow. Who would have thought. Calum said they told a few people, one of them being Ashley. He said she couldn't tell anyone. "Where's Ashley?" Calum asked. "Changing Nic." I replied. He nodded.
"Hey." I said, walking into Nicole's room. Ashley sat on the floor, watching Nicole play, and Kyla was in a rocking chair. "Mick!" Nicole yelled. Ashley laughed. "Can I talk to Ashley, alone?" I asked. Kyla nodded, and walked out of the room. Nicole is only one. She can't really understand.
"I know why you got drunk." I said, sitting down. Ashley signed, and looked away. "It's okay to do that. I would've gotten drunk if I found out a guy who I liked, and still like got someone pregnant." I said. I'm the only one who knows Ashley has a crush on Calum.
"I'm over it." She said, standing up. "Really?" I asked. "Yeah. The crush was honestly nothing." She replied. I looked at her confused. "Ashton's my biggest crush. I love him. Not Calum. How can I ever like an asshole." She said. I laughed, an picked up Nicole. "Mick!" She yelled.
I sighed, feeding Nicole. "No, that was your fault." Luke said, throwing food at Michael. Nicole started to throw her food at me. "Nicole Grace." I said. She giggled. I felt something hit the back of my head. Calum held in a laugh, and I instantly knew he threw it.
"I need to put her to bed." I said, picking Nicole up. "Say goodnight to daddy." I said, letting ashton hold her. "Goodnight baby." He said. "Goonig dada." Nicole said. He giggled, and kissed her head.
"It's not nice to walk out of dinner." Someone said behind me. I sighed, and kissed Nicole's head. "Momma." She said, standing up. "Ash." Calum said. I ignored him. "Lay back down baby." I said. She sat down, and laid on her stomach. I reached into her crib, and rubbed her back.
"Ashley-" "what Calum." I snapped, turning around. "Calm down. I just want to talk." He said. "Well... I'm tired of talking. I have kids to get to bed. Now, leave me alone." I said, walking away.
To think, I let that asshole watch my child. I let that asshole in my life. In my house. It just surprises me. I'm the one who said I would never want to fall for two people. But I did. I'm not the one to get jealous. But I did. What's happening to me?
I got into bed, seeing Ashley in the bathroom. I smiled, thinking about her. "I can see you smiling at me." She said, walking out of the bathroom. I laughed, and sunk lower in the bed.
"Ashton." She said. I looked at her. "I want to try for another." She said. I looked at her confused. But after a while, I understood. "Another baby. You want to try again?" I asked. She nodded, and smiled. "Well, let's go." I said.