4. DREAMS REALLY DO COME TRUE
Once the day ended I went to Niall's house and he wanted to introduce me to Lucy. Lucy seemed nice but I could tell she hated me.
When Niall invited Beth I was jealous. He always talked about her and I felt like a dirtbag. Him always going for her and not paying attention to the things that I try to do for him. I had to say something so I started a conversation.
"hi there, I'm Lucy. You must be Beth. It's a pleasure to finally meet you." I said with a grin.
"It's a pleasure to meet you too. Niall has talked about you so much and I was wondering.… are you two a thing now??"
I wasn't sure but I said "yeah"
But then Niall commented saying "no no we're just very good friends"
That broke my heart. Now I look like a complete loser...
I didn't say yes to her because I'm in love with Beth. She's just so god damn beautiful. Her eyes sparkle in the light, her nice curly hair, her smile. She's perfect but she'll only think I'm a freak from one direction which then quit...... I've always looked to the future with her. Us getting a house, having kids, being happy but she only thinks of me as her BFF.