That thought ran threw my head over and over again. Was I really not the person I make people think I am. Have I changed. I didn't know the answers to these questions. The only way to find out what I used to be like, was to ask.
I woke up the next morning and ran to Luke's room. I knocked on the door. I did it several times before he answered. "Come in." I could hear his weary voice speak.
I creeked the door open and walk over to Luke's bed. "Are you dressed under there?" I asked. "More than you." He smirked. I looked down at myself. I was wearing a sports bra and some boxers. I know boxers are for guys but there REALLY comfortable. I could feel my face starting to blush. "Shut up." I scoffed.
"Anyways you came here, for a reason." He questioned. "What did I used to be like, before you left?" I questioned sitting down at the end of his bed. He looked up at me confused. He slowly started to speak. "You were a shy, girl who wasn't afraid to show who she really was. You were sweet and considerate. You always put others before yourself. And you actually cared about me." He said trailing off. "Luke, what am I like now?" I hesitantly asked not knowing what he would say. "To be honest, a bitch." He said looking up at me. I sat there mind blown at what he just said. As time went by the word sunk in even more. "Well you know you made me this way." I said starting to get teary eyed. I stood up and walked out the door. I could hear footsteps behind me, I knew it was Luke.
I slams my door and ran over to my bed. "Fio I didn't mean it." He yelled thew the door. "Go away." I screamed back. "Fiona open this god dam door." He yelled trying to open the door. "You know I hate being called Fiona." I yelled wiping away my tears.
I picked up my phone and dialed Brenton. "Hey can you come over, I'm home alone with Luke, and I hate it." I said starting to cry again. "I'll be right over." He said calmly. After awhile of Luke banging on the door I heard the doorbell ring. I open the door and slid past Luke. "Fio wait."
"Hey Brenton." I said wiping away my tears. He ran up to me and gave me a hug. "Who's this?" Luke asked crossing his arms. "I'm Brenton." Brenton said starring Luke in the eyes. "Well I'm...." Benton cut him off. "I know plenty about you." Brenton scoffed. "Let's go downstairs." I said pulling on Brenton's arm.
I sat down on the couch next to Brenton. "You want to watch a movie." I sighed. "Sure, and I'm sorry you have to live with him." He said walking over putting in a movie. "What movie you got?" I asked looking at the screen. "Asylum night." He smiled back. "Ok." I said snuggling into the couch. I soon fell asleep.
I woke up to something hitting my arm. "Hey it's getting late, I think I'm gonna leave." Brenton whispered. "It's 3'o clock." I said smiling. "I know I got a date with Kimberly." He smiled back. "Oh ok, go her tiger." I smirked. After Benton left I decided to face the misery. I walked up the stairs and into the living room.
I saw Luke sitting on the couch with his band. "Oh Fio you remember Calum, Michael, Ashton, right?" He asked smiling. "Yeah I do." I scoffed. "I didn't mean it, and you know that." He sighed. "No, no if the world thinks I'm a bitch, than so be it. Cause we all know you were the one who created it." I said smiling thew a frown. "And how's that." He scoffed. "You left me, left me with no friends, no one to be with, no one to talk to, and know very well you were the only one I had, and you didn't have the common decency to say goodbye." I said trying not to cry. "Fio I didn't mean to." He said blown away by what I just said. "Well, you did." I sighed as I left to go upstairs.
I watched as Fio walked away. "Well that couldn't of gone any better." I sighed looking back at the tv. "You didn't tell us you just left her." Calum said looking at me in disgust. "What was I supposed to tell her. Hey Fio I'm leaving and not coming back for 4 years." I said sarcastically. "No, more like, hey Fio I'm really sorry, but life has offered me an opportunity that I just can't refuse, I may not be back until awhile, but I will stay in touch." Mikey said as if he was the one telling her the news. I rolled my eyes as I thew my head back in frustration.