9. Home Sweet Home - Brielle
I decided to stick around in the mall for a few more hours, just to clear my mind. Once in a while, I'd see Ricky, and he looked sad, as if someone he loved had died. I just wanted to go to to him and tell him everything would be okay, but not once did he look at me.
At around 4 in the evening, I saw Ricky's assistant, Joe, tell all the remaining fans to go home, that the meet and greet was over. At that time, I decided to call a cab to get a ride home.
Once the cab pulled in, I stepped inside and instantly started to cry.
-A few hours later-
I was in my room, in bed and staring at the Ricky pictures. I wondered if I would have the same dream again -- if he would say something different this time or do the same thing.
Suddenly, I heard a beep come from my phone.
New Text Message From: joanne_loves_ricky
I sighed and checked the message.
hey, b. just wanna say im sorry for leaving u. i was so mad, i wasn't thinking at all. can u forgive me?
What a relief -- I may have lost Ricky, but at least I hadn't lost J. I replied:
omg, j! ofc i forgive u! <3