I lost that "shots deal" with Luke, I mean it was obvious that I would lose, but I don't mind. I had sex with Luke Hemmings. I'm not a virgin anymore. The thing that is messing up with my head is the fact that it's been 2 weeks since that party, since the last time I saw Luke.
We are currently at winter break, so the only things I do are sleep, eat and hang out with Sarah and Kayla. I never told them about what happened between me and Luke that night, I think I'm just scared of their reaction, you know? I'm afraid that was only a one night stand and that Luke could have actually dumped me. I don't want to hear them say that they warned me about him.
"Hi sweetie" my mom said as she entered in the kitchen where I was having breakfast.
"So do you have any plans with your friends for tonight?" It was new years eve.
"The girls are going to this party but I think I'll stay home"
"Oh honey, me and dad were talking and we think we should let you have a little more freedom, you know? You're a good girl, you had good grades and we think you should go out tonight" my mom said making me sick with the words "good girl". I mean I wasn't the good girl they think I am.
"Seriously mom, I'm not in the mood"
"Okay, we'll do like this, you spend the new years eve with us at home, and after midnight you go to that party with your friends, deal?"
"Deal." I said and my mom left the kitchen.
I was actually feeling sick and worried. My period didn't show up and the first thing I thought was "Am I pregnant?" but then I thought "Of course I'm not, I can't be pregnant, Luke wouldn't do that to me, he used a condom" I remember that, I mean, do I? I was drunk, like reallly drunk, so I can never be sure about what happened that night. I think I'm gonna meet the girls and ask them what they think.
Soon I showered, got dressed, brushed my teeth, texted Sarah and Kayla to meet me at Starbucks and went to my car.
I was at Starbucks waiting for my hot chocolate when both Sarah and Kayla showed up. I waved at them and they went to me.
"So why did you asked us to come here" Sarah asked.
"Wait, don't answer," Kayla said "before I forget, are you going to the party tonight or not?"
"Well I'm going after midnight."
"Yeah and I asked you to meet me here because I have a very important thing to tell you and I need your opinion" I said with a shaking voice.
"Sure, just tell us" Sarah said.
I started to get even more nervous.