Is it always going to be like this? Atleast i hope not... I've been having nightmares ever since my twin brother Calum and i where separated. And we where unseparatable. Even our parents knew it. But then they made the decision to separate us anyways... They broke up. We where only 10. Mom took me and we moved to London, while Calum stayed with dad in Sydney. I wanted to stay there... My mom's been abusing me ever since. I had a boyfriend and i loved and trusted him. He was here in London. But then he started abusing me too. he even raped me...
"Autumn!" my mom called.
"Argh... Yeeeah!?" I answered with annoyance.
"Come down here right now!" She shouts.
For the past 8 years, she has been a pain in the ass. Since she broke up with dad, she's been low... She hasn't dated anyone since then. Well, she has had a couple of hook-ups every now and then, but she hasn't had a serious one yet. Well, i'm not so sure about the one she's having now. It's kind of a 'friends with benefits' thing.
I ran down the stairs and went to the living room where my mom was.
"Yeah?" I asked her.
She was sitting on the sofa hand in hand with her 'friend' Josh.
"Autumn... I know this might be hard for you... But me and Josh are getting married..." She said while showing her ring.
"WHAT?" I asked almost shitting myself
"Yeah..." She said with guilt in her eyelinered eyes.
My mom has black hair and some tattoos. She's not really the best mom though...
"Since when?" I asked
"Okay..." I answered.
"But... I don't want this to sound rude.. And you know honey how much i love you... But me and Josh have decided to make a fresh start... You know like move to the Stat-"
I cut her off: "We're moving?! But i love it in London!" I practically shouted
"I know that honey... But with fresh start.. I mean new kids... New life... Without... You... I'm sorry honey but it brings bad memories to us both..." She said.
At this point my eyes where tearing.
"HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME?!? YOU'VE CAUSED ME SO MUCH PAIN ALREADY AND NOW THIS??! GUESS WHAT?!? YOU'RE A HEARTLESS SKANK. I'M LEAVING FOR GOOD!!!" I shouted at her face and ran upstairs.
I ran into my room and locked the door. I quickly jumped into my bed and cuddled with my pillows. This is a perfect example of the times that i needed Calum.... God i miss him...