2 weeks later
Rose comes and she hugs me. “Congrats the fans know who you are.” I say. We had an interview today and Rose came along. “Not sure how she should take that.” Lauren says. “She’ll be fine she has me to hold on to.” I tell Lauren. Rose looks up at me. “What’s gonna happen?” She asks me. “If I were you, don’t let the hate get to you.” I say to her. “Okay.” She says to me.
After a few minutes, we head out and Rose and I head back to my place. “Home.” Rose says. “I should get all of your stuff shipped here and then you would never have to leave me.” I say as we both lay on the couch. “Now that, would have to wait a bit.” Rose says, her arms finding their way around me.
“I love you.” I say to her. “I love you too.” Rose replies. “I love you more.” I tell her, resulting in a look from Rose. “That’s not fair.” Rose says to me. She looks away, unwrapping her arms around me and crosses them over her chest. I go and I kiss her cheek, leaving a trail of kisses until I reach her lips.I kiss her, Rose not kissing me back for a couple of seconds.
She ends up kissing me in the end, and when I pull away she gives me puppy eyes. “Baby it’s not gonna work on me.” I say to her. She keeps going, and I can’t resist it. I kiss her again.
When I pull away, I pull her close to me. She lays her head on my shoulder and my hand goes to hers. I fill the space between her fingers and she lets me.
She moves just a bit and she lays her head in my lap. I switch hands, her other hand going for mine. My place my other hand on the top of her head. Rose looks up at me. “Babe what’s gonna happen?” She asks me. “With what?” I ask her. “With the fans. And the haters.” Rose says to me. “I don’t know. All I can say is I need you to be strong and not hurt yourself.” I tell her. “What happens if I do?” She asks me. “Then I’ll be there to help you.” I answer her.
I sit her up and I kiss her, and she kisses me back. “I love you.” I say in between kisses. I feel her hand let go of mine and her arm goes and wraps around my neck. My hand goes and caresses her cheek as my other wraps around her. I pull away, our foreheads touching and our breathe mixing. “I really love you.” I whisper to her. “I really love you too.” Rose whispers back to me.
I can tell that there’s an ember, a little spark in our eyes. I don’t even have to look to know that. I kiss her again and she kisses me back, but deciding to be resistant. I go and I pull away, and she looks at me. “Can we have a lazy day?” She asks me. I lay down and she follows, then I cover both of us with a blanket.
She nuzzles her face into my chest and I smile just a bit. “I wanna lay here and be lazy all day.” Rose says quietly. “Your wish is my command.” I say quietly as she looks up. “You’re the best.” She says to me. “I have my ways.” I say back.
“And I know that I wanna stay right here and hold you close all day and all night.” I reply as Rose looks away with a smile. “I wish you didn’t have to leave.” I say to her. She looks up at me. “I don’t leave till next month.” She says. “When?” I ask her. “The 30th.” She answers me. “Still.” I reply.
“I love you.” I whisper to her. “I love you too.” She whispers back. I kiss her and she kisses me back. She’s perfect and I can’t lose her.
Her hand goes and her fingertips touch my jawline, staying there. She moves her hand and settles on my neck. My hand goes behind her, up on her neck underneath her hair.
We stay on the couch all day, the only time we get up is to make dinner. After that, we lay there, not doing anything but kissing, talking, holding eachother close.