Confessions of Being Me....

This may contain curse words, some suicidal stuff, cutting, and other things so if you aren't comfortable with this please go read something else

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2. Confessions #2

 

 

I use to self harm.....

 

Most people already knew that and I just wanted to say that... I actually do cut. I have cut my arms, legs, ankle, and once I tried killing myself and cut my neck. I haven't cut for 23 days now and that's a good record... I have so much urge to cut myself at times and I have to resist the temptation so I draw in my diary and draw a red cross with blood dripping from it and just keep it there... it calms my urge. I am very depressing at many times, my depression came to me when I was in the middles of 4th or 5th grade, I have got bullied in my school and didn't get accepted so I felt depress because my classmates always made gun of me and played stupid jokes on me that made me feel bad and sad, depressed. I first started cutting in 6th grade thanks to 2 guys that made me feel bad and that played with my feelings... I have a very sensitive heart and very sensitive emotions so it's hard to contain them and I'm a cry baby.  I cried after 5 seconds of hearing those 2 guys say that they played with my feelings, one of them called me a bi*ch and another one called me more dumb stuff so I started cutting...which I regret doing now but yeah... I tried to stop in summer vacations but sadly something  happened and  I cut again and I stayed like that for a long while....

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