Confessions of Being Me....

This may contain curse words, some suicidal stuff, cutting, and other things so if you aren't comfortable with this please go read something else

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21. Confession #17

I usually blame myself for everything...

 

once my dad left for a month and he didn't come back until 2 month later. I thought it was all my fault that he left. I cried night after night, blaming myself that I was the reason my dad left. Because he was tired of me...because I'm not an honor to my family. And many other reasons, I kept thinking that they were why he left. I never told my mom, dad or siblings. 

 

I blame myself for every problem that my friends or family have...I have and always will blame myself. I'm not a perfect daughter, I'm not a good girl. I blame myself, I hide feelings...I fake smile's...I use to cut. I tried ending my life like 3 or 4 times....

I'm a failure in life...

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