Confessions of Being Me....

This may contain curse words, some suicidal stuff, cutting, and other things so if you aren't comfortable with this please go read something else

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11. Confession #10

I have always disliked myself, I can need just accept who I am, I have a low esteem which is probably causing all this, I have voices in my head,saying negative  things. At points the voices would torture me, I would torture myself with my own negative thoughts. I never asked for this life, I never asked to suffer so much, I never asked to be who I am. I have always told people to accept themselves be who they are, yet I can't listen to my own advice. I have tried and tried. Nothing. Many people have tried to make me feel good, make me feel special but only some times it works, but just for a while....

I torture myself....with my own negative thoughts....sometimes these thoughts make me cry, but I don't have anyone to support me when I cry.....the only person who really understands me for  me, the only person I would love to hug in all these hard times, the only person I truly trust with all this, lives all the way across the world..... 

 

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