This is all Michael's fault. He just had to have a fucking girlfriend and then lie about it. He's the reason why my best fucking friend is in the hospital. She tried to commit suicide. We're all waiting for the doctor to come back. It's been 4hours since we arrived here. I've cried so many tears. "Melissa." I heard Mikey say. I just looked at him. "I'm sorry. I really am." He said. Wtf. Is he serious right now? "Really Michael. Are you sorry? Or are you just saying that. My best friend tried to commit suicide because of you. It's all your fault. Why did you lie? Why?!? What did she do to deserve that? She really liked you Michael. You didn't give two shits about her. She could be dead right now for all we know. We wouldn't be waiting here if she didn't try to commit suicide. I wish you were the one in the hospital." I said harshly. "Melissa. That was so rude." Luke said. "Mate. It's fine I deserved it. It's all true. It's all because of me." Michael said. "Why did you lie?" I asked. "I really like Mira and I was going to break up with Brooke but I never got the chance to. I didn't know she was gonna be there today." He said. "Why didn't you break up with her there? Instead you had your arms around her." I said. "She looked so happy to see me. I couldn't just break up with her. Look I really like Mira. I already broke up with Brooke. Please help me get Mira back." He said. I didn't say anything I just walked off.
This is the second time I'm in the hospital. I still can't do anything but I can hear stuff. I don't think the doctors know that. I hear the door open and close. Then someone sat down beside me. "Mira IM so sorry." Oh my god. It was Michael. I wish he was dead right now. "I don't know if you can hear me but if you can I just came in her to apologize. I'm sorry I didn't tell you about Brooke. I just really like you and she looked so happy when she saw me I had to go over there. I broke up with her today. I really like you Mira. Actually no scratch that. Mira Lynn McNeal, I, Michael Gordon Clifford, am in love with you. I love you. I have since we first met. You literally fell right into my arms. It was the best feeling ever. I love your laugh, smile, hair. I love everything about you. I love your scars. I love it when you mumble in your sleep and punch me on accident when you're asleep. I love your jokes even though they're not always funny but I still laugh at them. I love the crazy selfies you take. I love when you get jealous or mad. I love everything about you, Mira. I'm so sorry that I caused this. I wish this never happened. I'm so so sorry. " he said. Wow. That was so deep, but I don't know if I can trust him. Right now I just need time to think about everything. I wish I could wake up with amnesia but that's not gonna happen.
Melissa left and so did Michael. I'm just here all alone. What should I do? Go find Melissa or Michael??? Melissa. I get up and start walking around. Eventually I find her. She's at the vending machine getting a snack and a drink. Her cheeks are stained from all the tears. "Melissa." I said. She jumped a little but then calmed down. She didn't say anything. She just came up to me and hugged me while crying in my shirt. "Shhhhh. It's gonna be okay baby I promise. Mira will get through this." I said while rubbing circles on her back. We stayed like this for a good ten minutes then she looked up. "Luke. What if she's dead?" She asked with tears in her eyes. I didn't say anything I just kissed her. She immediately kissed back. Our lips moved in sync and her fingers ran through my messy hair. She pulled away and looked me in the eyes. "Luke. Can we live with you guys?" She asked. I chuckled. "Of course babe." I said. She smiled and laughed a little. "You're laugh is so cute." I said. She then started to blush. "Awwwhhhh someone's blushing." I said while poking her cheeks. "Stop itttt." She whined. "Come on. Let's go see Mira." I said.
Luke and I are going to Miras room to see her. We were half way there but then I became light headed. "Woah babe. You okay?" Luke asked. "Yeah I'm fine. I just got a little light headed." I said. "Do you need to sit down?" He asked. "No no I'm fine. Come on let's go." I said. We started walking again and we reached her room. Her room number is 389. I just stared at the door. "I don't know if I can do this." I said quietly. "You can do it babe. I know you can." Luke said. I slowly reached for the door handle and turned it. I walked in with luke behind me. "Oh hey mate." Luke said to Michael. "Hey." He said. I looked over at Mira. Her arms were wrapped up and she was hooked up to all these machines. I walk over to the bed side and sit down. I just stare at her and let the tears fall. "Michael and I are going to get some food. Do you want anything?" Luke asked. I just shook my head no. They walked out and left me here alone with Mira. She started to twitch. "Mira?" I asked. She did it again. "Mira?" I said louder this time. Then she started to shake. "MIRA?" I yelled. "Huh what? What happened? Where am I? I had the craziest dream ever." She said. "OH MY GOD YOU'RE BACK!" I yelled and gave her a hug. "Haha. I was never gone. What happened?" She asked. "Uh it's a long story." I said. "Is Mikey still with that girl?" She asked softly. I shook my head no. She let out a sigh of relief. "Melissa go get the nurse. I have a pounding headache." She said. I did as I was told and the nurse came in and asked her questions and then have her medicine. We were talking and the. The guys came in. Except it was all four of them. "Mira!!!" They all yelled. "Hey guys." She giggled. "How are you feeling?" Calum asked. "I have a headache and I'm a little sore but I'm okay." She replied. "That's good." Mikey said. She just looked at him. "Mira im so sorry." He said. "Save it Mikey. I don't want to hear it." She said. "It's in the past." She said. "Mira you almost died because of me." He said. "I know. I wish I did." She said quietly. "Mira please please forgive me." He begged. "I don't know Mikey. I don't know." Mira said. Then there was a knock on the door. Mikey went to go open it. "What are you doing here?" We heard him say. "I just wanted to see if she was alright." A girl said. "Brooke go away. We broke up. Just leave." Michael said. I stood up and walked over to her. "Can I help you?" She asked rudely. I just looked at her and punched her in the face then kneed her in the stomach then I shut the door. "Nice job." The guys said. "Wow Melissa. You haven't changed." Mira said. We all just laughed a little. "Mira are you okay?" I asked. She didn't answer. "Mira?" Ashton asked. She started to twitch again. This time she was having a seizure. "GET THE NURSE!" I yelled. The nurse came in and told us to get out while she took care of it. We all just waited outside the room. The door opened and the nurse came out. "I'm sorry to tell you this but..."