5. oh no
I'm still trying to comprehend what just happened. I literally just fell into Michael Clifford's arms. He's just so perfect. I love everything about him but the sad part is he doesn't feel the same way. I'm just a stupid fan to him. I'm so stupid. I can't believe I thought I had a chance with him. Maybe I should just go home. I start to turn around. "Mira wait!!" Michael said. "Where are you going?" He asked. Oh shit what do I say? "Oh..I..um... I was just gonna go to the bathroom." I said. It didn't sound confident though. "Oh um okay it's two doors to your left." He said. He sounded kinda sad. I walked out of the room and started walking. "MIRA WAIT!!" Melissa yelled. I stopped and turned around. "Yeah?" I asked. "What's wrong? Why did you just walk out?" She asked. "I think I should go back home. Yes the concert was fun but I can't do this." I said. "Do what?" She asked concerned. "I can't torcher myself like this. I can't be around the person I love when he thinks I'm just a dumb ass fan." I said. I started to feel the tears form in my eyes. "Mira you have to get over that!! Just be happy you got to meet him. Stop being such a selfish bitch. Michael probably doesn't even like you and if he does then he's a dumbass because you don't deserve him." She said raising her voice a little. She walked back into the room and left me there with tears slowly streaming down my cheeks. I turned around and ran for the exit. My vision was blurry from all the tears. My best fucking friend was not who I thought she was. She was the only thing I had left...and now I have nothing. I was almost at the exit when someone grabbed my arm.
"Mira you have to get over that!! Just be happy you got to meet him. Stop being such a selfish bitch. Michael probably doesn't like you and if he does then he's a dumbass because you don't deserve him." I heard Melissa yearling at Mira. I felt so bad. If she only knew that Michael has been non stop talking about her since she left the room. He's never been this nervous around a fan. I know he likes her. I can't let her leave. I ran out the door and started to run after her. You could hear her loud sobs and difficulty breathing. I finally caught up to her and grabbed her arm.
"Mira please wait." I said. She turned around.
"Mira please wait." I heard Calums' voice so I turned around. I wiped my tears and cleared my throat. "Hey Calum. What are you doing here?" I asked him. My voice was still a little hoarse. "Look I heard what happened back there and I just wanted to tell you that Michael does like you. I know he does. He hasn't stopped talking about you since you left the room." Calum said. I just stood there unable to say anything. "Mira please come back and hang out with us." Calum pleaded. "Calum I can't. My best fucking friend just betrayed me. She knows how much I like Michael. I don't like him for the fame or the money. I like him for him. I like his smile. They way he laughs and crinkles his nose. His crazy hair colors. I like it when he's tired and wants to cuddle. I like how he reminds me of a little kitten. I just like him a lot. Melissa knows that and she just yelled at me saying I don't deserve him. I don't know what I did to her. She's the only thing I have left." I said. Tears form in my eyes but I don't dare to let them fall. "W-what do you m-mean she's the o-only thing you have l-left?" He asked stuttering a little. I told him everything that happened with my parents trying not to cry too much. "Mira Im so sorry. I didn't know. I'm so sorry." He said. "Calum don't apologize it's not your fault." I said. "Mira please come back." Calum said while hugging me. "Okay." I said and he helped me up.
I heard yelling and screaming and then Melissa comes storming back in. I asked her what happened and she told me. I started yelling at her and had security take her away. Luke and Ashton tried to calm me down. "Mate calm down it's gonna be okay." Ashton said. "I have to I find her." I said standing up and running out of the door. I checked everywhere and didn't find her. I finally checked the final place I hoped she wouldn't be at. I walked to the exit and there she was with Calum. I don't know why but I got jealous. He helped her up and they started walking towards us. She looks so perfect. She's so beautiful. "Hey Mikey." She said. She was still shaking a little and she was wiping her tears away. "Hey Mira. I'm heard what happened and Melissa got taken away by security." I said. Her face went from sad to happy to sad again. "T-t-they d-did w-what t-to h-h-her?" She asked me stuttering. I felt so bad. "I'm sorry. I just didn't want her around. Mira I really like you and you're not just a dumb ass fan to me. You're way more than that. If anything I don't deserve you. You're so perfect and beautiful and funny and kind. I just really like you." I said. I don't know why I just let that slip out of my mouth but it did and I can't take that back now.
"I'm sorry. I just didn't want her around. Mira I really like you and you're not just a dumbass fan to me. You're way more than that. If anything I don't deserve you. You're so perfect and beautiful and funny and kind. I just really like you." Michael said. I just stood there frozen. Did Michael Clifford just say he likes me? I opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out. "Mira please say something please." Mikey begged. "Michael..... You have no idea how much I like you." I said. He had a big smile on his face and picked me up in a hug and spun me around. He put me down and was still holding me. He looked deep into my eyes. I just stayed there in his arms not wanting this moment to end. Then someone cleared their throat making us jump apart. I turned around to see who it was. My mouth dropped and started to run the other way with tears in my eyes.
"Please let me go!!! I have to go apologize!! I didn't mean to yell at her like that!!! She my best fucking friend/ sister!!!! Please you have to me go!!!" I begged. The guards finally let me go. I ran down all the hallways but didn't find them. I ran down to the exit and there they were. Michael and Mira embraced in each other's arms staring at each other. I cleared my throat and they jumped apart. Mira's mouth dropped and ran away. I started to run after her. "MIRA WAIT PLEASE!! I NEED TO TALK TO YOU!!!" I yelled. I caught up to her and grabbed her arm and pulled her into a room. "What do you want?" She asked. "Look I know you're probably really mad at me but I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to go off on you like that. You're my best fucking friend and I love you and I don't want to fight with you anymore. We've been through so much shit together. I'm not giving up on us. Please forgive me." I said. Tears starting to brim my eyes. "Of course I'll forgive you Melissa. You're my best fucking friend and I love you too." She said. We hugged and wiped each other's tears and walked back to the guys. Mira walked over to Mikey and the lads and explained everything to them. Now everything is back to normal.