"There is something I have to tell you." I said. He turned around and looked at me. "What is it?" He asked. "Come sit down." I said. "Ash. You're really sweet and cute and funny. I do like you, but I still love Michael." I said. "Wait.. You love him?" He asked. Shit. "Yes I do, but I can't go back to him." I said. "Mira. I really really like you. Can you at least give me a chance?" He pleaded. "Fine, but not now. Michael and I just broke up. I need time." I said. He nodded and walked out. Why do things have to be difficult? Why can't life be simple?
*three days later*
Today I'm released from the hospital. Melissa is helping me pack my stuff up so we can get out of this hell hole. "Mira." She softly said. "Yeah Melissa?" I asked. "Do you like Ashton?" She asked. I stopped what I was doing and looked at her. She was sitting on the edge of the bed. "Well since you're my best friend and I tell you everything. Yes I do like him, but I'm still not over Mikey and it will take awhile for me to be completely over Mikey." I said. She nodded and then it was silent. "Do you think you'll give him a chance?" She asked. "I don't know. Maybe. Probably. I just don't know what to do right now. Everything has been so hectic lately I just don't know." I said honestly. "How are you and luke?" I asked changing the subject. "We're good..." I cut her off before she could say anything. "AHHHH OH MY GOD!! YOU'RE BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!! I JUST REMEMBERED!!! HOLY SHIT!!!" I screamed and hugged her. She just laughed and hugged me back. "What are you gonna do?" I ask her. She just shrugs. "I didn't plan anything because I thought you would still be in here." She said quietly. Just then there was a knock on the door. "Ms. McNeal someone is here to see you." The nurse said. "Okay let them in." I said with my back turned to her. Then Melissa gasped. "What?" I asked while turning around. "Hey Mira." Michael said. "Holy shit. What is all this?" I asked quietly. He had a huge bouquet of roses, a giant teddy bear that said "sorry I was an asshole." on it, my favorite chocolate, and a picture frame with the first picture we took together as a couple. "Mira Im so sorry. What I did was insanely stupid. I should've never done that to you or the other girl. I realized who I truly want, and I want you Mira. I want you and only you. Mira I'm truly sorry and I was a complete dickhead for what I did. Mira please forgive me. I promise I will never do this again. I love you Mira." Mikey said. Oh my god. He just said he loves me. Holy shit. I don't think about anything else I run to him and attack his face with kisses. I hug him and squeeze him. "I love you too Mikey." I said. "Okay love birds. You can stop now." I hear Melissa say while laughing. "Stop being mean Melissa." I said sarcastically. "Oh Melissa. Luke wanted me to give this to you." Mikey said handing her a piece of paper. She takes it and opens it up. I can tell she's really concentrating on reading it. "Awhh." Was all she said. Michael and I exchanged looks and laughed. "What does it say?" We asked at the same time. "He wants me to meet him at a fancy restaurant for a fancy date." She said in a British accent. "Awhhhhh" was all I said. "Well see y'all later. I have a date together ready for." She said and walked out. "I really missed you Mira." Michael said while holding me and kissing my nose. "I missed you too Mikey." I said while smiling. "But if you ever do something like that again I will kill you." I said. He chuckled and kissed me. God I missed his kiss so much. We pulled away and got all my stuff and headed to his car. "I really do love you Mira." He said while stopping at light. I looked at him and smiled. He placed his hand on mine and continued to drive. Once we got home we saw Melissa scrambling to get ready. "Hey guys. How does this look?" She asked. I just bursted out into laughter. "Why is she laughing so hard?" Michael asked. "Because I've never seen her like this over a guy. She never cares what she looks like when she's around him." I say in between laughs. "Ughhhhh." Melissa grunted. "Does this look okay or not?" She asked. I calmed down and looked at what she was wearing. She had on a floral dress, flower crown, and white vans. "Don't you think you should wear heels?" I asked. "Don't push it." She said. I put my hands up in defeat. "You look good babe." Luke said. Awh they're so cute. "Oh thanks. I didn't know you were right there. I thought I was meeting you there." She said. "You were but I changed my mind, so here I am." He said with a little chuckle. "Well go have fun you little love birds." I said mocking what Melissa said earlier. She rolled her eyes and they left. I turned to face Michael but he wasn't there. "Michael there's no food in the house." I yelled. "Yeah I know!" He yelled back. I walked into the kitchen and saw he already made us dinner. "You made this?" I asked. He nodded. "Just for you." He said. "Thank you." I said "Anything for you Mira. You deserve it." He said. We sat down and started eating. After we ate he cleaned up and brought out dessert. Which was chocolate covered strawberries and milk. "Lol you brought milk." I said while laughing a little. "Gotta keep the bones strong." He said. I just laughed and ate a strawberry. "So Mira... There's something I have to tell you." He said. I looked at him. "We're going on our one year tour in three days." He said slowly. "What? No you're not. This isn't happening. Stop lying to me." I said hoping this was all a dream. "I'm sorry Mira." He said. "Well can I go with you?" I asked. He shook his head no. "But I just got you back and now I'm losing you. This can't be happening." I said. "I need some air." I said and got up and walked outside on the front porch. I sit there and cry silently. "Awh. Look girls she's crying. What happened? The pills didn't work?" I heard Cheyenne say. I looked up and saw all three of them standing before me. "Cheyenne leave me alone." I said sternly. "Awh you actually think that will happen? Let me see your wrist." She said and before. I could say anything she grabbed both my wrists and looked at them. "Ugly ugly scars to match with your ugly ugly face." She while laughing. Then felt a sting on the side of my cheek. Then someone kicked my stomach and threw me on the ground. I cried out in pain. Where's Michael? I need this to stop. "HEY GET AWAY FROM HER!" He yelled. God I love him. They all stopped and ran off. "Oh my god. Baby are you okay?" He asked. I didn't say anything I just laid there on the ground completely still with tears rolling down my cheeks. Michael lifted me up and carried me into the house and put me on the couch. "I'm going to go get you some ice." He said and walked away. Maybe if I just roll off the couch I'll be dead. I mean it's a good distance from the floor. Maybe if I hit my head on something. I roll off the couch as fast as I could. It was a loud thud. But it didn't work. Michael came rushing in. "Baby are you okay? What happened?" He asked worriedly while putting me back on the couch. I just looked at him. "I wish I was dead." I said.
A/N hey guys sorry it's been a while. I've been busy with school and softball. I just didn't have the time to update. Anyways I hope you all like it.
-Mikayla xx 😘