15. Questions. Will They Be Answered?
"Come onnnnn." I put my head on her chest. "Ashtonnnnn get off!" She playfully shoves me. I laugh and take her hand. "Come on beautiful. I want you to see me play." She smiles and I pull her along. "Here sit here." I point to the chair. She sists down as waits patiently. I'm kinda nervous because this will be the first time Ariel will see me play since she forget everything. I hope she likes it. I pick up my sticks and start to play. She smiles and start to nod her head to the beat. I smile and change songs. When I'm done she starts to clap. "Wow you're amazing." I bow. "Thank you." I get up and walk over to her picking her up and swinging her around. She giggles and then I stop and lean in for a kiss. "STOP."
I can't take it anymore. We walk into the room seeing Ariel and Ashton about to make out and I'm done. I'm not in the fucking mood for this shit today she will tell them or I will. "STOP." I yell. Ashton puts Ariel down and he looks at me weirdly. "Jeez sorry." I hear Michael say a few things under his breath. "I'm not waiting any longer Ariel. I'm saying it." Her eyes widen. "Michael. Ashton. Ariel has-" she cuts me off. "I have to tell you guys something.." She steps forward. "I uh.." She looks around and Ashton steps forward. "What the fuck dude." He glares at me. "OH FUCK! She remembers!!!! She remembered since she fucked you!" Ashtons face turns. "You... What.." I turn around and see Michael staring at Ariel. "She remembers?" He whispers.
I look down feeling stupid. "Ariel?" I look up. "I'm sorry Ashton.." He looks down. "Was it all a lie?.." I look down again. "I... I love him ashton.." I whisper. I look up just in time to see Ashtons face. Anger and disappointment cross his face. "I uh.. I'm sorry." I run and don't look back I know this is going to be a shitty day. I wipe the tears away knowing I should have told them earlier. I run toward the way of the hotel. "I'm so stupid. I'm so fucking stupid." I keep running towards the way of the hotel. Or atleast I think its the way.
*Later on that night*
I finally find the hotel wiping away the last of my tears. I breath in deeply quickly going up the stairs to get my stuff. I go straight to my room not even looking to see if the boys were here. I run into my room and grab my bag. I start to pile my clothes in it even te dirty ones. I quickly walk to the bathroom. I grab my tooth brush, hair brush and hair spray. I feel the tears start to fall again. You're going to leave as soon as it gets hard again my mind keeps saying. I feel the tears coming even harder. I know its just like before but I have to go. I finish getting the rest of my stuff. I wipe the tears away again and step out of the bathroom. When I walk out I see him.. Sitting on the bed shaking his head. "You remembered... You don't tell me... And now... You're leaving.." I Iook down trying to hide my tears. "You're fucking leaving again Ariel. AGAIN! Don't you know how much pain YOU have caused me?!? NOW YOU'RE LEAVING! Why do you do this?!?? WHY?!
Today my friend and I made babies in Bio 2 and the teacher was like "Who's the woman in the relationship." and I was like "meeeee." as she goes "Ah same sex." and then she asked me if I got a sperm donation from Michael clifford because I had a Michael Clifford varsity jacket on XD