16. Is This How Its Going To Be
"I love you.." I whisper as I walk out of the room. "Ashton?" I walk over to him turning him to me "OH FUCK." I jolt up. "Ow fuck.." I groan hitting my head on something. I sigh. I never want to see Ashton like that again. Bloody.. Face cut up... It was bad. I look around. "Where am I?.." I stand up and look around. "Hello?" no answer. Memories of last night flood back to me. "You're fucking leaving again Ariel. AGAIN! Don't you know how much pain YOU have caused me?!? NOW YOU'RE LEAVING! Why do you do this?!?? WHY?!" Ariel looks at me tears in her eyes. "You hate me.. You don't want me.. Ashton is hurt.. I'm ruining everything..." I feel the anger boiling. "YOU LEAVE WHEN EVERYTHING GETS BAD!" I slam my fist into the wall. "FUCK YOU ARIEL!" Tears flow harder down her face. "I.. I tried to tell you.." I start to laugh at this one. "When? While you were FUCKING my bestfriend?" She looks down. "I... I remembered during.." I'm a little taken back by this but I roll my eyes and keep listening. "And I.. When it was over... I cried... and I went to Luke.. and came to you.. and... What was I supposed to do Michael?. Stop as soon as I remembered and then told Ashton 'Fuck you. Well I literally am but no. I remember and I love Michael. Gordon. Cliffford." I shake my head and look down. "You should've stopped it Ariel... You're a slut.. A huge fucking slut.." I look down. "I.. I thought... I thought you loved me enough.." Later on after fighting for a while Ariel leaves and I sit down, right where I am now waiting and hoping theres a chance she'll come back so I know she cares enough. I sigh. "I should've know there was no hope..."
"I.. I still love you.." I text Ariel again. No answer. I look down. Why did this have to happen to me? Why can't I choose who to fall in love with.. I didn't want to fall in live with Ariel.. It just.. It just happened. I look down again. I sigh standing up and grabbing my drum sticks. "Fuck it.." I throw my phone down and head to my drums. I sit down and start to play nonstop. I keep playing and playing. I won't let this stop our band.. Even if she did leave.. even if she did break me too now. I won't let it stop this band. You need to get over this Ashton you need to get over this.
I wake up in the middle of an Alley in a car. I sigh starting the car. Is this how it's going to be? Sleeping in Alleys.. all alone.. I take off and keep replaying what happened over and over. I.. I can't do this. I make a quick left turn into traffic. I barely make it without hitting anyone. Before I can think about it I'm heading to the place I know I can find him. I turn my phone on looking at it quickly. I sigh. So many texts. I turn my attention back to the road. I speed up I need to get there. Please be here please be here. I pull up into the parking lot and I feel my heart drop. I climb out of the car and walk up to the door. I close my eyes take a deep breath and walk in. "Ariel?" I open my eyes. "Ashton.."
*AUTHORS NOTE* Heyyy guyyys. I hope you're having a good day (: I made michael a valentine card XD Oh and I made a new story c: Its called what if you should read it. c;