I didn't get any sleep last night. I just cuddled up to Ash and watched how peaceful he looked when he was asleep. Michael was on the chair and Calum and Luke were upstairs. I feel so horrible and I'm still crying. Ugh, that boy! The hard thing is, I really like him. But what he did to me was terrible. You don't have to be a freakin genius to know that!
I cuddled up even more to Ash, making him wake up and hold me tight. He rubbed my back and kissed my head.
"It's ok Grace. He's stupid, and I'm sure he's really sorry. Listen, I know you're really hurting, but Luke really isn't a bad guy... I know him, and I know that he won't give up until you're back together. He loves you..." Ash whispered in my ear. I nod and start crying even more. I can't help it. I love him too. But I can't forgive him so quickly.
"Ok, I'm gonna take a shower." I sniff as I walk up the stairs and through my room, into my shower, obviously getting stares by Luke as I walked past.
I got into the shower and sobbed like hell as I washed myself. It just reminded me of the shower that Luke interrupted the other day. Speaking of Luke, he was blasting sad songs, what a guy... If he wanted to make me cry more, he achieved his goal if that's even humanely possible! I got out of the shower and wrapped a towel around me before walking into my room and grabbing an outfit. Luke has gathered up all of the sheets and has them in a big basket ready to take down stairs. I don't need him to see me crying, he'll think I'm weak! I wait for him to get out of the room before putting on my high-waisted shorts and a Nirvana tee.
I walk downstairs and cuddle back up to Ashton. He giggles and strokes my arm. I raise an eyebrow at him and poke his cheek.
"What's so funny?" I ask. Michael wakes up and smiles at me before sitting on the other side of me.
"You and Luke made up then?" Michael asks. I'm really confused. What are they talking about?
"No, why?" I ask. Seriously, what is it with them? Why would we be made up? Then I hear a shout from upstairs.
"Calum! Have you got my nirvana shirt! Give it back you jerk!" Luke yells. Oh shit. No way! I'm wearing Luke's shirt!
"No!" I whisper as I look at Ash. He giggles and looks at Michael. They both smile at eachother and nod.
"LUKE!!! Come here!!!" They both yell in unison. Down comes an angry Luke and Calum. As soon as Luke sees me in his shirt he smiles. I quickly take off the shirt and throw it at him, not realising I'm in my bra.
"Whoah!" Calum sighs. Luke slaps him and I run back upstairs to get another shirt before Luke can say anything. I put on my Ramones tank top and white converse before getting my car keys and running out.
"Where are you going roo?" Ash yells.
"I'll be back at about tea time!" I shout back before driving off. I need my best friend. I need Jason!