Kim texted me and it pained me to reply to her like that but I don't want to seem desperate to take her back. I'm really thinking this through, should I go or not? I don't want to lose Kim, I love her.
Its 2:50 and I decide to go for a walk, my feet end up taking me to the park. I can see Kim sitting down facing away from me. I start to walk away, my mind says yes but my heart says no. I end up walking towards her and sit across from her. She looks up and her eyes widen, she's surprised that I actually showed up. "So um you wanted to talk?" I tell her.
"Um, yea I did. look Michael I love you, and I don't want to lose you. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me and I was scared. I was scared that by you finding out the secret you would leave me. I can't stand keeping that secret from you but you have to understand that its hard for me to tell you this. I've played this conversation so many times over in my head and have come up with so many possibilities for an outcome." She tells me.
I don't really know what to say. "Look Kim I love you but I don't like secrets, what could possibly so bad that would make me want to leave you. Like I told ypu the other day, you are all I have ever wanted, why would I give that up?" I tell her. I can tell she has tears in her eyes, I walk over and sit next to her and embrace her. She's so cute when she looks vulnerable, makes me feel like I can protect her.
She calms down a bit and looks back up at me, man I seriously do love this girl. Even like this she's beautiful. I can't help myself and I start to lean in to kiss her, she realizes what I'm doing and immediately places her lips on mine. This kiss is different, its filled with love and forgiveness.
Our lips move in sync for a while, when we finish making out I embrace her again and we sit in silence for a while. How could I have been so stupid to ever imagine letting her walk away. "Come on lets get you home." I tell her. I grab her hand and we head for her apartment hand in hand.
We get outside and she kisses me again, "Um does this mean we're back together?" she asks me. I nod yes and she kisses me again before walking into her apartment. I may have to wait a little more for her to tell me her secret but I'm willing to wait for the girl I love.