At this point Alexis is crying her eyes out, damn she was raped and she gave up the baby of the man she loved the most. I understand why everyone was so mad at her, she lied horribly. But I also understand Alexis' point of view she had tough decisions to make.
Thing that hurts the most is that Calum and her loved each other but neither of them will forgive the other. But to think that Calum's baby is out there somewhere and Calum will never know is sad, he has a right to know that his child is somewhere out there. "Alexis? Have you ever considered telling Calum the truth?" I ask curious. She wipes the tears from her eyes, "Yea I've considered it multiple times but I don't have the guts to tell him."
"well do you really want to or you've only considered it?" I ask her. "I want to but I can't, I won't be able to get the words out. kim will you help me? I really want to explain everything to them and I want to spend time with you too, I need to get it all out in the air." She looks at me with hope.