I talked it over with my parents and they agreed that I should tell Calum again. However this time I told him that it was a result of a one night stand I had with a guy from a party one time. The news broke his heart but I heard it shatter when I told him I was keeping that one.
He told me off and called me a bunch of things that I deserved. I dropped out of school and had this baby. Through the pregnancy I decided that if Calum wasn't gonna be in the picture that I would give the baby up from adoption which is exactly what I did. The baby is somewhere in America, an American family adopted him. They kept the name that I gave the baby which was of course Calum Thomas. I used to get pictures occasionally until it got to unbearable and told them not to send them anymore.
And that's is that's the whole story, that's why all your friends and boyfriend hate me, because I broke Calum's heart. But Kim I didn't just break his heart mines not whole either. It hurt doing this to Calum but I just couldn't risk anyone finding out about what happened to me. I loved Calum and I still do but these are my mistakes and I have to learn to deal with them.