I sat on Phil's bed stroking Lion, he spent a lot of time in this room.
"Hey, so are we.." Phil walked in, and stopped once he saw me. "What's wrong?"
I shook my head, blinking away tears, I couldn't explain it, it just felt horrible. I rocked side to side, head in my hands. Phil sat next to me again, but this time he lifted up my head and stared me in the eyes. His beautiful blue eyes.
"It's okay, " He started. "Everything's fine Dan." I began breathing normally, and calmed down a little bit.
"Thanks." I stuttered.
"We can do the video later."
"Ok." He started to walk out of his room, probably to go get something to eat. "Phil." I stood up, walking closer to him.
"Ya?" I closed the door behind him, and kissed him. What was I doing... I had a girlfriend, this was my best friend. What was I doing?
"I'm sorry I- uh I do- I don't know what.." I tried to say, rather embarrassed.
"It.. It's fine." He blushed, staring at the floor.
"I'm gonna get some tea, um, thanks, for helping, before." I walked past, awkwardly.
I closed the door again, and lay on my bed until I fell asleep, thinking. Why? He has a girlfriend, why kiss me? It made no sense, so I just went to sleep, and tried not to think about it.