Why did you change?

Shawn Mendes was all about dreaming and to be famous and sing for a living. He is also dating Nash Grier's little sister Madison Grier. But when Shawn gets a record deal will fame get into his head and forget about Madison and his supporters or will he stay the same sweet loving boy he always was? Read and find out!✨

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8. Chapter 6

The past few days of Magcon were the best! I can't belive I'm living my dream with my amazing boyfriend and my family! Yes I have made mistakes in the past like cutting and such but I have grown to be confident yes there will be hate throughout my journey but I have to ignore  it. Life is not going to be perfect no one is perfect. All I need to focus on is school, Shawn, and my career and family. I love what I do even though I don't make it big like being in movies and stuff I would still be grateful for this. "Hey sis whatcha thinking about?" Nash asked. "I have to get something off of my chest Nash get Hayes in here family meeting." I reply. He runs off and gets Hayes. "Are you ok sis?" Hayes asked. "I'm fine so anyway I know you guys see me as a bright happy girl but I'm honestly not I faked it, I'm depressed all the hate getting to me I always belive it and I used to cut all the time but now I see that cutting won't make my pain go away well it did at some point but I regret it so much the guilt is eating me up. So I'm going to make a change in my life I'm just going to ignore all my haters and go on with my life I have too much to handle like school, my career, Shawn, you guys and most importantly my Magcon family." I say. They get up and hug me. "I never seen a girl like you so brave and strong." Nash says. Hayes nods agreeing with him. Wow it feels like the weight has been lifted off my shoulders.

 

 

 

 

 

*Next Day* 

Shawn and I decided we would spend the day together and go shopping out to eat then go home and cuddle while watching movies. We went to the mall Shawn bought me a lot of clothes even though I didn't want him to but he paid for it first. Then we went to McDonald's and picked up our food went home and changed into our lazy day stuff my outfit was a hoodie and sweats and Shawn's was sweats without a shirt!!!! HOT!! Haha. We put on TFINOS and cuddled. "Madison I think I'm in love with you..." 

SHAWNS POV

Today was a good day. Madison is so beautiful I wish there was a easier way to tell her how I really feel! Ughhhh. So in the middle of the movie I wanted to tell her how I really felt. "I think I'm in love with you." I say. "Shawn I-" I cut her off. "Maybe this will help." I grab my gutair. 

Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me
But bear this in mind, it was meant to be
And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks
And it all makes sense to me...

I know you've never loved the crinkles by your eyes when you smile
You've never loved your stomach or your thighs, the dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine
But I'll love them endlessly

I won't let these little things
Slip out of my mouth
But if I do
It's you
Oh it's you
They add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things

You can't go to bed without a cup of tea
And maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep
And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep
Though it makes no sense to me

I know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape
You never want to know how much you weigh, you still have to squeeze into your jeans
But you're perfect to me

I won't let these little things
Slip out of my mouth
But if it's true
It's you
It's you
They add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things

You'll never love yourself half as much as I love you
And you'll never treat yourself right darlin' but I want you to
If I let you know I'm here for you
Maybe you'll love yourself like I love you

I've just let these little things
Slip out of my mouth
'Cause it's you
Oh it's you
It's you they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things

I won't let these little things
Slip out of my mouth
But if it's true
It's you
It's you
They add up to
I'm in love with you
And all your little things

 

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