Mixed up feelings

This story is about a girl depressed well she's not depressed throughout the whole story her love life is fucked up, she becomes a mother at age 16, later in the story she becomes a really good remodel to everyone but at least you'll see how my life is


1. Twelfth week

I was sitting in the corner of my room waiting till 6:30 so I could get ready for dumb school it was 6:30 I got up got my clothes, perfume, phone, make up, and most important my blade I walked into the bathroom turned on the shower I looked in the mirror and realized I still had my hair up and I took it out I got in the shower my music was playing home, by three days grace, I was singing then my music shut off I got out of the shower and dried off put ripped skinny jeans with a linkin park shirt on with converse, I was finished doing everything so I walked out of the bathroom and Shawn my BFF texted me

from Shawn:

hey hottie ready for school


to Shawn: 

hell no


from Shawn: 

aha see you there


i may be the hottest girl in school but that doesn't mean I'm gonna be happy, I have scars everywhere and everyone has tried to help me but they can't 


Dad: Where the Fuck is the food!?!

mom: shut the fuck up I have a headache 

Dad walks up to me

dad: WTF are you wearing!!!

me: my clothes you dip-

-slaps me-

i left the house and went to school


i go to school and saw my boyfriend 

Ricky: hey baby 

-pulls in for a kiss-

me: ive missed you

Ricky: I've missed you naked!

Me: oh baby you'll get that later!

-he lit up like a Christmas tree-

Ricky- Hopefully 

Shawn- ALYSSA!!

Me: babe I'll be right back, SHAWN!!!

we ran to each other and I jumped 

Shawn- ah I've missed you

Me- I've missed you too

Shawn- let me see your cuts!?

i showed him

Shawn- oh sweetie, RICKY! Get your ass over here!!!

Ricky- what?

shawn- stay with her

Ricky- baby I will always be here for you 

-I jumped on his waist and said I know you will-

-bell rings-

Mr.baker- alright class find a partner -I chose Ricky of course-

i turned and whispered in Rickys ear (hi)

Ricky- I am so turned on right now 

the rest of the school day went by and I was walking home with Ricky and Shawn we all went to our houses I went inside my hell house but no one was there and there was a note on the table saying they all went to Hawaii of course they did and they forgot me! I decided to take another short shower this time though 

Ricky- Mind if I join you?

me- aha no I'm done anyways 

I got the towel and he saw my bruise where my dad punched my stomach I could tell he was upset.

Ricky- baby you wanna watch a movie?

Me- no I'd rather do this 

-I grabbed him and started to take off his clothes and yeah-

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