why are you texting me when your right there and were in class
because i miss you
your right there
fine ill miss you in person
i was thinking about what he meant when he said that
3rd lunch- 12:45 p.m.
omg why is Ricky wearing a tux?
Ricky: we've been together sense we were 8 and that's 8 years now and I wanna ask you an important question
-gets down on one knee-
Ricky: Alyssa Maria Swift Will you marry me?
Me: yes yes I will *as I kissed him*
Ricky: I love you
Me: I love you too -as little tears fall down my face from happiness-
intercom: Ricky Williams and Alyssa Swift Principles Office now!
Principle: why was everyone screaming this afternoon?
Ricky: because u proposed
principle: at school? And at this age? Is she pregnant
me: aha no sir I'm not pregnant
principle: then why?
Ricky: Because I love her -as my face got bright red-
i wonder if I was actually pregnant if Ricky would stay
Me: if I was yunno
-he didn't let me finish as he kissed me and then pulled away and said-
Ricky: of course I would stay
he made the happiest smile appear on my face
i wanted to go to Ricky's but I had to go home to talk to my dad and get more of my stuff I looked in. The window and everyone looked happy and they were playing a game as I walked in I shouted
Me: just getting my stuff don't mind me
Justin: help us sis
me: why you all look happy
Justin: yea because dad isn't here
me: where is he?
Justin: with someone else
me: OMG what I thought he and mom were okay
Justin: they were until you left
i don't get it dad wanted me out so he could leave and wouldn't hurt me?
Justin: dad left you a note in your room
I decided to go to my room to go read it
You probably came back and I know I hit you all the time I never wanted to it was my anger issues kicking in I loved you and your brothers more than anything I had to leave because I didn't want to start hitting your mother I love you Alyssa and hopefully you don't try to find me 5/20/12
-wtf he wrote this four weeks ago-
Me: -crying my eyes out- MOMMMMMM
Mom: what's wrong
me: he left a month ago?
mom: I was gonna go to Shawn's to tell you
me: I haven't been at Shawn's
Mom: where you at Ricky's?
me: yea I'm gonna go though
mom: okay be safe
-I was gonna start looking for dad-
Me: Babe!!! Are you home?
Rickys Dad: hello Alyssa
Me: oh hi Mr.Williams is Ricky here?
Rickys Dad: he should be in his room
-i was going upstairs and I opened his door he was out-
Ricky: oh hey babe
Me: hey sexy
Ricky: you wanna "sleep with me?"
Me: oh yes I do!
~~~~~~~~~~3 weeks later~~~~~~~~
-I woke up this morning puking but I have no idea why?-
Ricky: baby you okay?
Me: yea I'm fine
-I decided to go take a pregnancy Test-
Me: hey babe I'm gonna take a shower
-I went into the bathroom did the pregnancy test and turned on the water in the shower as I got out I looked at the test and it says positive-
Me: omg! Nooo
Ricky: -Knok Knok- babe you okay?
Me: no ._.
Ricky: I'm coming in
I walked into the bathroom she was crying really hard and I saw something in her hand I asked her what it was -poof-
Me: It's a test
Me: yea and look
-his face looked happy and sad at the same time-
Ricky: omg babe were gonna have a baby!
-we decided to go the doctors to make sure for sure-
Doctor: okay so your baby is 15 weeks along
me: wouldn't I be bigger?
Doctor: you have a little tummy and plus younger peoples stomachs aren't as big as others so it math be awhile
Ricky: will she be showing by next month?
Doctor: most likely
i was calling my dad but I realized I should go look for him instead
I pulled up to a beautiful house mom said this is where he went
i went up to the door and a beautiful pregnant lady answered
me: hi is Justin Williams Here?
Lady: yes he is HONEY!!!
Honey? Maybe her kid is my dads?
dad: Alyssa! I see you met my fiancé Bella
me: oh right yes
Bella: oh she's your daughter
Me: so how far along?
Bella: 4 1/2 months
Dad: I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye
Me: it's fine I was gonna invite you guys to dinner anyway
Dad: With Whom?
Me: Rickys Parents , Mom, her fiancé , Justin, Alex, Ricky, me
Dad: okay sounds good
me: I better get going
dad & Bella: see you tomorrow