Heartbreak

girl that broke my heart

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1. first time breakup

I never thought I was gonna fall in love with a girl until i met you.. you changed be for the better I was so ready to settle down and live a happy life of me and you being together forever.. But i guess you didnt trust me enough to be thinking i was cheating on you with some guy I hardly know its the second time you've done that both situations were different but similar in some type of way they both liked me, but who said that I liked them I might think boys and girls at this school is pretty, beautiful, handsome, cute but at the end of the day I only had eyes for you. My love I was keepimg my distance cause I was having one of those times when I think about how my mom struggles to take care of my sisters by herself, why I am here on this center, why my dad treats me like shxt .... I found refudge in you cause you showed me you really cared I shared my most inner secrets with you even stuff my bestfriend dont know about, life now seems worthless without you but if someone just want to throw what they had away like that guess it didn't really mean anything to you . My first and maybe one and only girl for now I will always love and keep you in my heart, I'm now in medical class and tears are flowing from my eyes we stare and mean mugg each other like we weren't even together once in this life time. You let me read your story you wrote I guess it was about you but we never even talked about it I know you must have really trusted me or loved me to open up and show me your past I'm sorry that happened to you, I'm sorry it took you a long time to get over it, Sorry you hurted, you are too young to let the world break you. Not because we not together no more doesn't mean we can't be friends but I understand if you don't want to ;sorry I broke your heart, even though I really didn't ,sorry you fell in love and got hurt . My heart is still full of love for you its gonna take me I never thought I was gonna fall in love with a girl until i met you.. you changed be for the better I was so ready to settle down and live a happy life of me and you being together forever.. But i guess you didnt trust me enough to be thinking i was cheating on you with some guy I hardly know its the second time you've done that both situations were different but similar in some type of way they both liked me, but who said that I liked them I might think boys and girls at this school is pretty, beautiful, handsome, cute but at the end of the day I only had eyes for you. My love I was keepimg my distance cause I was having one of those times when I think about how my mom struggles to take care of my sisters by herself, why I am here on this center, why my dad treats me like shxt .... I found refudge in you cause you showed me you really cared I shared my most inner secrets with you even stuff my bestfriend dont know about, life now seems worthless without you but if someone just want to throw what they had away like that guess it didn't really mean anything to you . My first and maybe one and only girl for now I will always love and keep you in my heart, I'm now in medical class and tears are flowing from my eyes we stare and mean mugg each other like we weren't even together once in this life time. You let me read your story you wrote I guess it was about you but we never even talked about it I know you must have really trusted me or loved me to open up and show me your past I'm sorry that happened to you, I'm sorry it took you a long time to get over it, Sorry you hurted, you are too young to let the world break you. Not because we not together no more doesn't mean we can't be friends but I understand if you don't want to ;sorry I broke your heart, even though I really didn't ,sorry you fell in love and got hurt . My heart is still full of love for you its gonna some time to get over you but for now am just keeping my distance a. I cry my self to sleep at times , when I look at you I want to cry ,listening to the song on my tablet that said is your song I cry , I always try to cry my pain away but it never works I can't do this no more I"m suppose to go home on medical leave so I can go see a sleep specialist and get medication but I dont think I'm gonna come back I want to go back home to my mother cause my dad and stepmom mistreats me , I've been here almost 6 months now and they don't even call and check up on me, send me money when I call and ask for it or even visit My mother didn't send me here to be mistreated I'm just gonna save my money, go home pack my stuff and get a apartment or live with my cousins or just go back home where I'm loved for me and not for who I pretend to be. Life is one big road with alot of signs, signs and more signs just got to pass them and get on I know God doesnt give you more than you can bear/ carry so I will pass this phase of life and be successful.
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