Never Again (5SOS)

'Can I do this, should I do this, Can I fall in L..' I said to myself, I cant do this again, not again. I saw him there staring at me with his dark brown eyes. 'I cant not with him, his a player. All he wants is a night with you like Aaron did. I got up from the table to leave "whats wrong did I do something wrong" Calum said as he stood up grabbing my wrist stopping me from leaving. I pulled back and walked away without saying anything.


20. Chapter 19 // Beach Party


I couldn't believe myself, how could I be so blind. You should've listen to you damn head, you knew who he was. And the thought that I wanted to go and fucking kiss him. 'This is just stupid' I said to myself wiping away the tears running down my cheeks, he is no one to you. Be professional and get a grip,

"Lina hurry," Cat yelled from the door, I got up on a baggy sweater that literally covered my hands and my black skinny jeans, I took out my lens and put on my glasses. I don't want to be forgetting to take them off at night again, advice from me NEVER sleep with you contacts on. Its dangerous,

I ran downstairs then heard a knock on the door that almost scared me to death, I was basically in front of the door when it happen, "I got it," I yelled as I walked to the door expecting for the pizza boy, but when I opened the door I almost got a heart attack,


Jamie was standing there holding 4 boxes of pizza in his hand, I turned around and slammed the door shut not waiting for him to answer, SHIT! What is he doing here? And what have I just done, I opened the door in time cause Jamie was about to leave, "Jamie, when did you.. Urrmm." He stopped and turned with his sweet little smile, "I miss you, and my mom forced me to come here and see you." He answered, "come on in we are going to the beach," I answered still a little confused, he walked in pass me with the pizzas and his bags. "How did you know where the beach how is?"

"Oh Cat gave it to me," fuck you, Cat, he placed his bag on the couch before "Ok, they're at the kitchen. I'll pay you back for the pizzas." I took my purse near the table, but he stopped me, "its on me ok Lina." I smiled and placed the purse back before walking to the kitchen.

"Guys guess who's here." I said aloud shooting a glare at Cat who was putting up her hand in surrender. "Hey dude, whats up." Michael got up and gave Jamie a hug followed by the other boys except for Calum who was on his phone, how the hell did I fell for his stupid tricks.

"So lets get this beach party begin,"


*At the beach*

We were singing eating marshmallow around the campfire having the time of our life until a girl came and joined us, it was a friend of Calum's, perfect. He was literally spoiling the mood for everyone, or maybe just me. He was eating the girls face the whole time.

"Truth or Dare, Calum" Mel asked, we all shot a glare at Calum who unwrapped his arm from the girl and turned to face us, "Truth," I tried my best not to make eye contact with him, "Despite your first love do you think that you could fall in love again?" Mel asked what kind of question is that I rolled my eyes "I doubt that," I chuckled out,

He looked over at me, "Actually I did, or used to, I fell for this girl but I don't know, I change my mind. She's no different." He stern out shooting a glare at my very soul, you know what I am sick of this I got up grabbing Jamie's hand who was sitting next to me "I'll cash in the walk now Jamie," I gave him a soft kiss on the cheek before we walked away.

He walked across the beach lost in our stupid conversation about life then arguing about how my music taste was so much better then his. Laughing at how the water was all flat and wanting to swim to the edge and fall. He is a funny and sweet guy unlike Calum, wait why am I comparing him and Calum they are two different person. I need to stop thinking about him.

I stopped my track and turned to him who was probably talking about his dream career or it was his mom, "Kiss me," I blurred out without even thinking about what I had just said, "what?" He stopped still processing my words, "Kiss me," I bluntly answered, "Are you su-" before he could finish, I crashed my lips to his wrapping my hands around his neck, I really miss this. He pulled me closer to him by my waist pressing our body together. His lips instantly knew what to do, but do I know what I'm doing, he is a nice guy.

I pulled away slowly placing my forehead on his as I bit my lip processing everything. What was I doing, "That was refreshing," He said smiling grinning down at me, when I pulled away to respond I saw a black figure behind Jamie, I tilted my head a little to get a better view then l saw who it was, he turned away then walked the route back to the beach house,

"Calum." I whispered.


I dont know what to say, do tell me what you think about this story, cause I feel like no one is reading this.

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