Never Again (5SOS)

'Can I do this, should I do this, Can I fall in L..' I said to myself, I cant do this again, not again. I saw him there staring at me with his dark brown eyes. 'I cant not with him, his a player. All he wants is a night with you like Aaron did. I got up from the table to leave "whats wrong did I do something wrong" Calum said as he stood up grabbing my wrist stopping me from leaving. I pulled back and walked away without saying anything.


2. Chapter 1 // Jerk

✖️ Lina ✖️

"Just go for it Lina, you cant keep yourself in this house forever you know." Addy said as she handed me a black mini dress. I hate this, they were going out to a club with their boyfriends, and lastly I'm just going to be sitting there alone while they are out on the dance floor.

"I don't want to go," I pushed away her hands. "Lastly I'll end up walking home alone, how could you see me like that." I pouted at the girls while Cat and Mel were getting their make up done by the dresser. They turned and smiled, no I know this smile. "Well tonight you wont, we promise." Addy gave me a devilish smile, their eyes lit up with a plan.

"No, I told you that I HATE blind dates." I highlighted the 'HATE'. After my break up with my jerk boyfriend two years ago, I stopped dating, I was the only one among my friends who doesn't have a boyfriend. Or even admires, I'm a boring girl to be with. "You won't regret meeting him," Cat said as she walked up to me grabbing my shoulders. "Well not so much" Addy added.

"You have to come babe, it won't be the same without you." Mel pouted, they were all pouting.

"FINE!! Fine.. I'll go but if its boring I will leave and eat all the ice-cream in the fridge" I answer as I pulled the dress from Addy's hand. And walked to the changing room.

We live in Cat's place in New York, her parents gave it to her when she started studying here. The house was big, actually HUGE. More room then anyone of us could use, so we made two room as our closet/makeup room, everything from shoes to accessories to bags and all the thing you girls could imagine of having.

Four girls living together in a HUGE house it is awesome. A dream castle.

When I was done getting in the tight dress that Addy gave me I looked in the mirror, "I look like a slut."

"No you dont." I turned to see Mel at the door. "You look beautiful," she walked next to me and we looked right in the mirror "you deserve so much better then that douche, now lets go." I took a jacket and my glasses heading to the dresser, Addy was still there foing her make up, Cat is by the window on her phone, maybe with Luke her 'One true love' as she describe it. I put on a dap of blusher, eyeliner and a cream glowsy lip bum. I put on my glasses, "NO!" I jumped from Cat's loud voice behind, I turned "What? Why?" I asked, she took my glasses and handed me my contact lenses. I hate wearing those, "wear this Lina, I bought it so you could wear it, we're not going to school."

She has a point, I took it and put it on like it was nothing but a usual routine. The girl was already down stairs with the boys. Luke, Ashton and Michael we're going together, of course. I ran down to find the boys staring at me from top til bottom, its not often people see me in a dress. Not me, especially not tight mini dresses.

"Who is that Addy?" Micheal asked, he was smiling at me. "Its me you jerk." I answer as I walked past them and hopped into the car to the backseat. "Are you sure you got the right Lina?" Luke asking Cat trying to be scarcastic.

"Be nice, we finally got her out of the house on the saturday. Do you know how hard it was." Cat punched Luke in the shoulder slowly. Ashton was in the driver's seat and Michael and Addy was at the other car.


It was loud, I couldnt hear a thing. The girls was dancing with their boy. I was in a booth with a guy name Steve. we were not talking to each other not even making eye contact and it was getting a bit creepy. This is the guy my friends set me up with, they must really hate me. Then I felt cold hands running through my hand. He was trying to make a move, then he placed his hand on my thigh. "Hey! Stop it!" I yelled as I got up and walked away from that perve.

I got to the bar and ordered a glass of coke, I don't plan on getting drunk tonight. Then I felt arms around my waist, I thought to see the guy again but when I turn I saw my nightmare. Urrrggghhh, him, oh how I hate this guy. And why the hell is he touching me. "Fuck off" I pushed his hands off my waist and as I wanted to walk away, he pulled me back and whispered.

"Lina, I need your help." He said quietly, I could smell the liqure in his breath. "I know you hate me, but please. She won't stop chasing me. Pretty please." He pouted, I turned to see a hot blonde big boobs big ass girl walking towards us. I have seen her before, she used to have a crush on Aaron and she is a 'Psyco' not in the crazy way. She likes to stalk people.

"Fine, you owe me big time got it,"I answer as I turned back to him face him. He is actually quiet cute if you don't hate his entire self. He has this beautiful shiny dark brown eyes, and a rusky hot voice could melt the heart of every girl in the club. "What do you want me to do?" I rolled my eyes,

Then without warning, he pulled me and our lips collided with each other. My first kiss in two years of no dating. And it wasnt just a normal kiss, he was kissing me hard. He stuck his tounge in my mouth, but mine was to scared to do anything. Then I felt cold hands running through my thigh, rubbing up and down. And it has been so long since I have been touch like that. It was turning me on. I took the gut and began to go with what he was doing. I began exploring his mouth as I stuck my tounge into his mouth. He moan lightly. He wrapped his arm around my waist tighter, forcing my body to his. I tugged his hair and opened my eyes to see if she was still there or not. But she was nowhere to be seen. I wanted to stop but his hands was exploring every part of me and he was really turning me on. But I can't, I pulled away.

"She's gone." I looked at him. "I know." He pulled back for another kiss, before our lips got together I pushed away, he is a player. That girl he was trying to run away from, well she was one of the victims.

He grabbed me by the waist "Oh come in Lina, just a little more. You turned me one." He said with a rusky seductive voice. "You're drunk. And I don't like you." I tried to make my point.

"Oh come on Lina, I know I turned you on, pleasure me baby" he lean for a kiss but I pushed him away.

"Eww, find another girl to fuck and leave Calum. You are disgusting, my friends maybe dating your friends that doesn't mean I like or we are even friends. I 'HATE' you. You owe me a big favour, I'll collect it when I need it. And Calum I know you will remember this. Cause If you pretend, well you know what I have of you that will ruin your whole life." I payed my drinks and walked out. This night is the worst night ever. How could I kiss that jerk of a guy. He is a player, get over it.

But still he is a cute looking player, I have had a crush on him since the first time we met. I always thought he was cute with his baby face, and his hot voice. Not to mention his abs, I have bumped into his a couple of times 'shirtless'.

We were ok at first, but because I had a boyfriend we didnt get together. After an incident at school where I was walking alone to class and a girl name Christina (our sworn enemy) purposely bumped into my shoulders and forcing me and my books to fall to the ground. At that time Calum was dating or in short fucking her. Calum saw the whole thing, they were laughing at me, kicking my books further and further away. He just stood there watching, he didnt do a single thing to stop them. Addy was always the tough one, the one who always got my back. I was never a fighter then, not after Aaron broke up with me after sleeping with me.

I hated him ever since, we talk when we want to talk to each other. But in sarcasm tones, I hated him more then Aaron. He just wanted sex fron Christina, that why he didnt do a thing to help me. He was suppose to be my friend, and the worst thing was he told the girls that he doesnt know why I hate him that much.


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