I took one out of the box and headed into the bathroom, butterflies tumbling around in my stomach every time I take one look at the stick. You know, I never thought I would be seeing this stick for a while, at least in my twenties, but nope. Now.
I did my stuff and I placed it on the counter as I unlocked the door and both of them came in, "What does it say?" Kirsty asked as she picked up the pregnancy test but the answer wasn't on it yet.
"It'll tell us in a few seconds," My hands fiddled together as I waited for an answer that may change my life forever, "So.. what does it day?" I asked as Kirsty picked up the test and Andy came to her side to see what it said. Both of their mouths dropped, this can't be a good thing.
"Positive." My mouth dropped too. My heart felt like it had stopped for a few seconds. No. I can't be. I can't be pregnant, I'm only 18, "Ellyse?" She asked as she came to my side and I made my way into my room where I sat on the end of my bed, head in my hands.
How do I tell Michael? Most of all, how is he going to react?
"H-hey Mikey!" I greeted him as he appeared on the laptop screen, Luke, Ashton and Calum sitting around him, "How are you guys?" I asked and they all gave different answers ranging from good, to ecstatic, to alright.
"Hey, can I just talk to Michael in private for a second?" I said and they nodded as they cleared out of the room. Michael had a confused look on his face as he watched them all pile out of the room before turning his attention back to me. I could tell that he could sense my nervousness.
"What is it, babe?" He asked, shifting his laptop closer to him as he smiled, his head resting on his hand.
"This." I lifted up the positive pregnancy stick nervously and his jaw dropped, that seems to be everyone's reaction
"I'm going to be a dad?" He asked, looking at me wide eyed with a couple tears falling down his face. I nodded and a smile spread across his face. I released my breath that I was unaware I was holding in until now, "I'm going to be a dad! Woo!" He yelled, his arms stretching up and into the air as the boys came running back in and engulfed him in a group hug.
"I'm going to be a mum." I said to myself, not thinking anyone would hear me over all their yelling and cheering. I'm glad Michael took the news well.
"You're going to be a great one as well, darling." He smiled, a single tear in both of our eyes, "We're going to have a child, oh my god." He stared into space with a little smile on his face as the lads congratulated me too.
"Congratulations, Ellyse!" Luke yelled, "I'm going to be an uncle!" He couldn't keep the smile off of his face. Well actually, none of us could.
"So is it going to be a girl or a boy?" Calum asked eagerly, leaning in closer. I giggled at his enthusiasm he had towards it.
"Calum, you can't tell yet, I believe you find out at about 18 weeks or so. I could be wrong though," I giggled and his face dropped as if he was only interested about what gender it was and nothing else.
"I love you, Ellyse." He smiled as he blew a kiss.
"I love you to, Mikey." And I sent a kiss back to him.
"I love hearing you say those words, babe. I just love you so much sometimes I feel like my heart will burst. I love you, Ellyse. I love you. I love you. I love you." My heart fluttered evertime he said those three words. I never knew I could love someone so much but you can and it's amazing. What is this boy doing to me?
"I love you so much, Kitten. I feel like the word love is an understatement sometimes. I love you. I love you and only you." I said, "I wish you were here wish me, baby." I pouted as I picked up the test and just stared at it.
"I wish I was there so badly but it's alright, baby cakes. There's some of me inside of you. You'll never be alone, Ellyse. I love you." He kissdd the screen and I kissed it too.
"I can't believe I'm going to be a mother," I smiled, a single tear slipping down my cheek, "It makes me happy everytime that I think about it. Oh, God, I love you Michael Gordon Clifford."
"I love you too, Ellyse Claire Hemmings. I can't wait until the day when it's Ellyse Claire Clifford. Those days will be the best days of my life, sweetheart."
Our smiles were not contained one bit, they were huge, wide, teethy smiles. I feel like my heart is going to burst right now
"Soo, um, we're just going to leave while you guys do your thing," Ashton said as the lads stood up, only their legs in shot, "Michael, we'll be in the bunk area if you need us." And with that, they were gone.
"This is going to be a long 4 months, babe. I don't know how I'm going to make it without you." He pouted as he rubbed his eyes, "I wanna be at all the scans and everything but I won't because if this stupid tour."
"Michael, you and I both know it's not a stupid tour and we only found out about the baby after you went on tour so it's not like you chose the tour over our child. Don't beat yourself up over it, love."
"Have I told you I love you, sweetheart?" He smirked as we both burst out laughing.
"No, I don't think so." I giggled and winked.
"Well then, I love you, babe."
"I love you too, Kitten."
She's pregnant! Am I the only one who's freaking out over it or..? Anyway, thank you so much reading. Please favourite, comment whether you want a girl or boy, and don't forget to fan me :)