I couldn't believe it.
she said no...
maybe is just wasn't meant to be?
No that couldn't be it!
She was the one...
I had to find a way, to make her go with me.
I needed her near me.
I needed to feel her lips against mine...
I needed The way she made me feel...
She made me feel home.
How could someone that made me feel so right, be so wrong for me?
Somehow I knew she loved me, then again if she really loved me, how could she say no?
I walked out of my dressing room, and into the back of the stage where the other guys were.
>Yo Luke, where did Jadalynn go? We wanted to show her the tour plan, I'm sure she'd love it<
Ashton smiled at me as he scratched his left shoulder.
I looked down disappointed, and took a deep breath.
>She isn't coming<
Michael looked behind me.
>why? Did her friend want to go home?<
I shook my head slowly.
>No, I mean she isn't coming with us on tour<
Calum put his bass down, and hugged me.
>I'm sure she is just confused, of course she wants to go with us on tour<
I sighed and ran my fingers through my hair.
I didn't smile for the rest of the day, I mean how could I?
>Dude, I'm sure she's just confused or worried over her family or something<
Michael smiled at me, and gave me the last slice of pizza.
I sighed and ate it.
I looked towards Ashton, and noticed that he was texting someone.
>yo, what are you smiling about?<
Ashton quickly looked up and smiled.
>That friend Jadalynn had with her, is kinda cute<
Calum looked weird at him, and giggled.
>Okay dude, you go for it<
Ashton gave him the thumbs up and went back to texting.
I took hold of my guitar and tried to play keep your head up, like I used to, but somehow I couldn't remember the lyrics.
It felt like everything had gone away, like Jadalynn took it all with her.
My heart, my happiness, my life.
I went on Twitter, and looked through the lots and lots of tweets for me from fans.
Maybe they would make me smile.
"Luke you're amazing!"
"Luke, if I could I would marry you"
I giggled, and followed the two girls who posted it.
I loved my fans, they always made me feel better, when I was down.
My hand still kinda hurt, it was like it was buzzing.
Which made sense, cus I hit it into a light pole.
I took off my shirt, pants and socks, as I went to bed.
It had gotten pretty late.
And I was tired from all this mess today.
I fell asleep, thinking about Jadalynn's smile.
Her amazing, amazing smile.