The concert was amazing.
but i wasnt expecting anything else about Luke.
He was an amazing guy.
After the concert, Luke walked towards me.
He was covered in sweat.
He smiled, and ran his fingers through his wet hair.
>Jadalynn, i have to talk to you<
He tried to catch his breath as he took off his guitar and wipped sweat off his face.
>Will you please come with me into my dressing room?<
I nodded as Luke took my hand and pulled me with him into his dressing room.
He closed the door behind him and let go of my hand.
>Luke, before you say<
He interupted me with his lips pressed against mine.
He pushed his tongue into my mouth and massaged my tongue with his.
He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer.
He was sweaty.
but i didnt care.
I'd missed kissing him.
His soft lips against mine.
I loved kissing him.
He stopped and looked into my eyes.
>Come with me on tour<
>I said, come with me on tour<
I didn't answer..
I just stood there and starred at him.
>Are you serious?<
Luke smiled and nodded.
I couldn't do it.
To be honest, I didn't want to...
Tour was his thing, I didn't want to make him have me on his leg the entire time. He was suppose to have fun, with his friends.
I quickly walked towards the door, and looked back at him, standing with his arms out.
Before I opened the door, I sighed and looked back at him.
>I'm sorry Luke. I can't<
Before I got to open the door, he had grapped my hand and he held tight on to it.
I looked down.
I couldn't look at him, I didn't want to.
I knew that he would make me weak with those amazing blue eyes of his.
>Jadalynn, please. I love you. I don't want to go on tour without you. I don't want to lose you again.<
I took a deep breath and looked up at Luke.
He held tighter around my hand, and tried to hold back the tears I could see in his eyes.
I sighed and tried to pull my hand out of his.
He quickly got his arms wrapped around my arms and let his head fall on to my chest.
He held tight around my arms, as I felt his tears hitting my clothes.
I looked up, trying not to face him.
>Let me go<
I'd tried holding my feelings in, but I couldn't be strong anymore.
I gave up and let the tears run down my face.
I sniffed, as I took a deep breath again.
>Luke, please. Let me go<
He gave up, and let go of me.
>Jadalynn, I love you<
I pressed my lips against his and stayed that way for a while.
I pulled away, and kissed his cheek, as I looked into his eyes and held his hand.
>I promise you, this won't be a goodbye okay?<
Luke nodded and smirked,
>I'll be back for you<
I smiled and nodded, while a tear rolled down my right cheek.
Luke kissed my forehead and sniffed again.
I let go of his hand, slowly and walked out the door.
Watching him lift his Hand, like he was waving at me.
I ran out of the Building.
I had to.
Outside the building, I broke.
The tests ran down my cheeks faster than I'd ever felt before.
I ran my Fingers through my short hair, and wanted to scream.
All this sadness and anger inside of me, wanted to break out.
I fell on my knees, with my hands on the ground.
Facing the dry grey stones laying all around me.
I couldn't stop crying.
How could something I'd done to make sure Luke was save and okay, make me feel so empty?