It had been 2 weeks since my mom had pasted away...
and i missed her so much.
I wish i could see her just one last time, i wanted it to end in another way than it actually did...
The last thing i said to her was that i didnt want to be send away from her and that i hated her...
I remember it like it was yesterday.
I ran down the stairs and after her, as i yelled >Mom! NO<
She had my suitcases in her hands, and she was fighting a battle to get them out of the house and into my grandparents car.
She gave Frank my suitcases and he put them in the trunk of their Audi A8.
>Mom, im sorry<
My mom looked at me and started crying.
She put both of her hands on my cheeks and looked at me.
>I have to Jadelynn. I cant take care of you anymore<
I shoke my head and pushed her away.
"i dont want to be send away!<
She shoke her head.
>Jadalynn, im sorry<
I started crying an got in the car.
>I hate you<
I closed the door and starred into the air.
We slowly drove away and i didnt even look or wave goodbye to my own mother.
I walked towards the mirror in my yellow butterfly covered room.
I sighed, as i looked at myself.
I ran my right hand through my short brown colored hair.
My phone bipped and i slowly turned around and walked towards my three quarters size bed.
I let myself fall in the blankets and looked into the celling.
Light balls was hanging down from my celling.
I picked up my phone from the table besides my bed, and looked at the screen.
From: Mary To: Jadalynn
I have 2 tickets to this awesome new band 2night!
and i really want you to come with me! xxx
I sighed and repiled.
From: Jadalynn To: Mary
Sure, cool. I have nothing better to do, so im in! pick me up at 7! xxx
I let the phone was on to one of my pillows and then i closed my eyes.
just for a second.
or that was what i thought it was.
I woke up when i heard someone calling my name.
I opened one of my eyes and saw Mary standing infront of me.
She looked mad at me.
>Seriously? I havent been your friend for 2 whole weeks yet and you're already falling asleep on me?<
>Im sorry, i was just resting my eyes for s sec<
She smiled and looked at me again.
>Im ready to go now.<
Mary looked weird at me.
>In that? Jade, this is a whole new all guys band! and they're hot!<
I looked away.
>Do you mean a boyband?<
She looked mad at me.
>They are not a boyband! they're an all guys band<
I lifted one of my eyebrows.
>Sure, whatever you say<
>Oh, look at this dress! Wear it! PLEASE<
Mary walked towards me with my kneeshort dark blue dress with flowers on it.
I looked weird at her and sighed.
I grapped the dress and went into the bathroom to change.
I pulled on the dress and looked into the mirror.
To be honest, i kinda looked like Hazel Grace with this hair.
I liked it.
I ran a brush through my hair and walked into my bedroom where Mary was waiting for me.
>Its perfect, now lets go<
I smiled and grapped my phone.
I followed Mary into her car and put on my seatbelt.
>Im sure you'll love this band Jade<
I looked at Mary and just smiled.
We got to the place, where the concert would be and got inside.
Just before the band went on, the scene helpers pulled in the instruments for the band.
that was when i notcied the 5sos sign on the drumbs.
My eyes got wide open and i turned around to look at Mary.
She was fangirling so hard.
>Mary, what is this band called?<
>5 Seconds of Summer. I love them so much!<
>No no no no Mary, we cant be here<
She looked weird at me.
>Relax Jade! We're just 30 minutes to early. We might even get to meet the band members!<
I shoke my head.
>Uhm, i have to go pee<
>Okay, its down that hall to the left<
i nodded and started walking towards the bathroom while looking at the floor so no one would notice me.