>Yoooo Luke? Are you okay?<
I shoke my head and looked at Ashton starring at me.
>What? yeah im fine<
Calum sat his bass down, and looked at me.
>So are you in?<
I looked weird at the guys, starring at me.
>In on what?<
>On the Australian tour thing. We can start traveling already later this week, but you cant use your guitar with that hand. you have to just sing and look pretty in Perth<
>Yeah, sure. Cool. Whatever<
>You miss her, dont you?<
i looked down and nodded as i closed my eyes.
Michael walked towards me, and gave me slice of pizza.
>Calm down dude, she is okay. Im sure<
i nodded and started eating the slice.
>i know, i just wish i knew where she was now. I heard from some girl at school that she went to live with her grandparents somewhere<
>Well, youre a rock star. You'll get another Jadalynn<
I looked weird at Calum smiling at me.
>I dont want another Jadalynn. I want this jadalynn. and only her<
The guys sighed.
Later at the same day.
We had a gig.
You know, that thing you do when you play at parties and stuff.
and tbh i wasnt really up for partying, but i couldnt leave the guys without the lead singer....
So i went with them around 8 PM.
>Luke, are you sure you can do this? I mean we can cancel if you're not okay<
>Just let me do this<
Ashton smirked and punshed me on the shoulder.
We got into the party and got ready to play our music.
The party was great.
I mean there was alot of people and our music pumped it up.
I just sang.
I sang heartbreak girl, like it was the last time i got to do what i loved.
Sing and play music with my best friends.
We played the set, and went to enjoy the rest of the party.
Well i tried....
>Hey youre the lead singer right?<
A blond haired girl walked towards me.
She smiled and bite her lower lip.
Calum walked towards us.
I looked down.
>This is Luke, and im Calum. The bassist<
The girl kept smiling and nodded.
>Nice to meet you Calum and Luke. Im Alice<
>So uhm Luke, youre a great singer. What happened to your hand?<
She looked down at me hand, as i looked seriously up at her.
>I punshed it into a lightpole<
>Woaw, that sounds like you had a bad day<
>Listen, uhm. Me and some girlfriends are heading to the beach for a swim. Do you want to join us? You can bring Calum<
In the same second i was about to say no, Calum hurried to say yes for both of us.
I looked mad at him.
>Yes, we would love to come<
Alice giggled and took my hand.
>Meet us at the beach<
She let go of my hand and ran towards her friends.
I turned around and looked at Calum.
>Just so you know, we're not going<
Calum looked surprised at me.
>What? Come on dude! Its one of our last nights in Sydney! Have some fun<
I shoke my head.
>You can just take Ash and Michael with you. Im not going. I dont feel so good<
Calum sighed and nodded.
>Sure man, as long as youre okay<
I nodded and felt Calum punsh my shoulder as he walked towards the other guys.
I knew that, Alice was trying to flirt with me, but i really didnt want to get into anything.
I wasnt able to.
I just wanted to find Jadalynn and tell her what a huge idiot i had been for telling the cops about Bruce.
but then again, i was happy that i knew she was save now.
No more forceed sex.
No more getting beat up.
No more being afraid.
She was save
and i was happy for her
But i had to find her
Maybe you think im crazy now, but im almost sure she is the love of my life.
and i'll do anything for her.