Luke Hemmings | You&Me.

He took hold of my arm, like i was some kind of criminal. His grip was hard and impossible to wrip me free from. I guess this was just how my life was, i'd learned to live with the bruises and marks. No matter what i said to my mom, she wouldnt believe her husband could be such a horrible man. I couldnt do anything about it, until i met Lucas Robert Hemmings. He showed me how life was suppose to be, how love felt. I'd never let anyone in, he just kinda find a way by himself....

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12. 12.

>>LUKE<<

 

I got to her house.

She was sitting on the ground with her face in her hands.

I heard her crying.

 

I stood in the other side of the road, realising that what i had done.

was for her own good.

I made her save.

 

>Jadalynn<

She quickly looked up at me and hurried up from the ground.

She looked at me.

>Jadalynn, i didnt do this to hurt you<

Her eyes looked like they died the second i said that.

She walked towards me. fast.

>YOU DID THIS!?<

She started hitting me on the arms and cried at the samw time.

>YOU MADE HIM GO AWAY! YOU TOLD THE POLICE<

I took hold of her wrists and held her arms infront of her so she couldnt hit me again.

>I TRUSTED YOU<

Her face was soaked.

>I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU<

She tried to pull her arms free so she could hit me again, but i held tight around her wrists.

>I HATE YOU! YOU MADE THIS HAPPEN! I HATE YOU LUKE I HATE YOU I HATE YOU<

 

Suddenly she stopped trying to hit me and let herself give up.

She cried even harder as she started screaming.

>J. Im sorry. I just want you to be save<

She looked at me again. and the fire started burning in her eyes again.

>DONT YOU FUCKING GET IT? I WILL NEVER BE SAVE! THIS IS MY LIFE! THIS IS WHO I AM YOU CANT FUCKING CHANGE ME AFTER HOW YOU WANT ME TO BE<

I shoke my head.

>Thats not why i did it<

She shoke her head.

>THEN WHAT?! WHAT IS SO IMPORTEN TO YOU THAT YOU HAD TO RUIN EVERYTHING IVE EVER WORKED FOR?<

i tried to stay calm as i looked down.

She hit me on the arm again.

>SAY IT!<

I couldnt hold it in anymore.

>BECAUSE I FUCKING LOVE YOU<

She stopped crying and looked serious at me.

>Okay? Jadalynn. I love you<

She shoke her head.

>Luke i-i-i<

She tried to say something but failed and just sighted.

>I know it gets hard sometimes, but I could never leave you. No matter what you say or do. I know that i sometimes seem to lose my temper, and i crossed the line. but i love you Jadalynn. I really do. i've been trying to tell myself that i dont for a few days now. but i couldnt keep lying to myself. I dont want to lie<

She tried to catch her breath, as she starred at me.

I took hold of her hand and but i didnt move my eyes away from hers.

 

>cause the truth is, I'm about to lose it, i don't think I can do this if I'm not with you<

She shoke her head and moved her eyes away.

She pulled her hand away from mine and looked up at me again.

>Im sorry Luke. Its not right. Im being send away now. and its all your fault.

I shoke my head.

>I know. i know. i know its my fault. but i dont want to lose you. i refuse<

She shoke her head and started crying again.

>Dont you get it? Its done Luke. I will never forgive you for this<

 

She turned around and walked inside the house and closed the door behind her.

I lost my temper again.

 

>FUCK<

I turned around and walked towards the beach.

I ran both of my hands through my hair as i looked down walking fast down the street towards stairs.

>WHY AM I SO STUPID? WHY DID I TELL HER THAT? WHY DID I LET MYSELF DO THIS TO HER?<

I walked past a lightpole and saw my change of loosing some of all this anger inside me.

I felt tears running down my face as i walked back to the pole, and pushed my left hand into it as hard as i could.

I heard it break in the second it hit the pole and i felt the pain going towards my left hand.

 

I looked at it.

>FUCK! AGHHHHH<

It hurted like hell, but right now i didnt care.

 

>I've lost her. She is gone<

I shoke my head and cried even harder.

 

I'd never cried because of a girl before.

This was my first time and i wasnt done crying about her yet.

I didnt think i would ever be.

 

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