''Yessss, Yeesssss, I know, I know Ashton.'' I sighed face palming myself. ''No dating any of the bandmates.'' We both spoke at the same time. Seriously Ashton was annoying me. He saw me and Luke sat outside, and for the past hour or what felt like a YEAR! He had been rambling on about all this shit about no dating and blah, blah, blah. He said it about all of them, but I know it was mainly targeted on Luke. Oh and I still feel bad for spilling Coco on him..
''Can I just go to bed now Ash?'' I groaned. ''Yes. But remember what I said.'' He sternly spoke and I rolled my eyes. ''It's not like I'm going to date anyone after what's just happened.'' I spoke the truth.
''I'm not saying you can't date, just non of the boys, K?'' He asked. ''Yeah, yeah, Ashton I know, anyway night!'' I let out a chuckle at how annoyed I was. ''Night!'' He chirped up playfully.
As I made my way upstairs I bumped into someone and I saw Calum. ''Oh hi!'' I smiled. ''Hey! I heard what Ashton was saying, he's pretty protective!'' He smiled. ''Ugh, I know. Over protective.''
''Well I guess I'm like that with my sister.'' He shrugged a little. ''You have a sister?'' I smiled. ''Yeah.. She's older than me, but still, it's a brothers job really.''
''Yeah, well more like they don't like seeing their sisters date their best friends I don't know.'' He shrugged smiling. We talked for a few more minuets before I bumped into someone else as well. ''Oh Luke!'' I exclaimed. ''Hey!'' His voice was husky and tired. ''Look I'm sorry about earlier.'' I spoke awkwardly and he put his hand on my shoulder making me feel alive... Almost like I had drank about 10 cups of coffee or something. Weird.
''Are you sure, I mean I-''
''Jen. Shhh.'' He smiled and messed up my hair. ''Jen?'' I smiled and he nodded. ''My nickname for you, anyway I'm knackered I'll see you in the morning.''
''Okay.. Night.'' I smiled as we passed each other. ''Byee!'' He replied as our hands met something weird shot through my arm. It was like.. Fireworks or something, and my hand felt all warm and tingly where he had touched me.
As I walked into my room laying in my bed all I could think about was... Those eyes of Luke.. And Luke all together... It was really weird, but then Ashton's words flickered through my mind.
''No dating any of the band mates.'' Pfftt as if I was going to anyway.. Especially not after what Jed did. I mean was I just a piece of nothing to him. What about Skylar? My best friend. She promised me we would stay friends for life and there she was. Kissing my boyfriend. Was I just a piece of nothing to her as well?
Maybe I am just a piece of rubbish. Maybe I should of died instead of my mum.
I hate it when I'm thinking of this stuff. Bad things about myself. I knew I shouldn't, but I just couldn't. It was hard.