If she was going to come then why didn't she the night before. I feel like shit, my head is pounding and all I wanted was her. I can't believe I said all that shit on the tour bus, I'm not even going to make up an excuse I was just talking a load of rubbish and I admit that. But I seriously didn't mean what I said. And that's the truth. All I meant was we could be just us two together with our children. Woah, I can imagine that.. Having kids to Jenna.. She would be an amazing mum...
I felt the tears roll down my cheeks and I buried my face into the pillow. It's not manly human too cry this much. Oh who cares. Nobody's here too judge here right?
''Calum?'' I asked walking out into the room, room. If you know what I'm talking about. ''Hey Luke..'' He smiled. He was being nicer than usual, he would great me with 'hey cunt' or 'hey asshole' but this time it was just simply. 'Hey Luke'
''Where's Jenna?'' I asked and he shuffled around. ''S-she's... She's still next door..'' He stammered.
''A-and..'' I indicated for him too go on. ''She's just as bad as you Luke.'' He sighed and I felt my heart shatter into millions of pieces. My princess... Too know she's only a wall away fragile and crying just makes me want too go crazy.
''Why wouldn't she come see me?'' I asked a frown appearing on my face. ''She was just... Upset-''
''I'm going to see her.'' I made up my mind. I can't cope with this anymore. I have too.
Calum nodded with my idea as I rushed out of the wooden door. I felt the knot in my stomach become 1000x tighter as I raised my hand to the door. Come on Luke. Just do it. Shutting my eyes and counting too three my fist came in contact with the door. Oh no.
Luke stop being a pussy, man up. Just talk too her. It's only Jenna. Only Jenna... Okay.. Here goes..
Who was that? ''Hello?'' I asked. There was no reply. Ugh. I let out a groan heaving my self up from the couch. As I was too small too look through the peep hole I simply just opened it so a crack was showing through. Stood there was a tired, messy looking Luke. The aroma of alcohol and sweat met my nose, but it didn't effect me. Butterflies erupted into my stomach as our eyes met.
''L-luke.'' I stammered knowing there was no point closing the door since that would just be mean. All I wanted to do was hug him.
''I'm so fucking sorry Jenna.'' He apologized and I gulped. ''W-why are you sorry? I shoul-'' I was cut off by his lips meeting mine. ''Don't talk.'' He whispered and we stumbled back into my hotel room our lips barley breaking contact. ''Don't talk just..'' He was cut off by our lips moving in sync. Fuck I missed this boy so bad.
''Luke.'' I gasped out as he roughly pushed me onto my bed climbing on top of me. ''Never leave me again.'' He darkly mumbled before our lips met again.
Here we were both laid next together naked bodies, not giving one about anything that's going on around us recalling the events of earlier on which could only be describes as amazing.
''Okay, okay well can I get my clothes on now?'' I whispered smiling to myself. Luke was back. He was next to me. He was mine again. I never want anything as bad as that to happen again. Ever.
''But I want to cuddle.'' He pouted and I chuckled, ''fine but at least let me get my underwear on in case anyone comes in.'' I spoke and I could feel his stare on me as I climbed out of the comfy bed. ''You're so hot;'' he whispered. ''Don't be such a perve Hemmings.'' I tugged them on along with Luke's shirt over the top and I climbed next too him.
''You need a shower.'' I groaned the scent of alcohol from the shirt making me take it off straight away. ''Want to join?''
''No, maybe another time.'' I winked an I saw the heat rise to his cheeks.