''Mr Clifford is that Lainey I hear?'' I exclaimed as I leaned over the hotel-lobby's-chair. It was nice in here. Well we weren't in here for long since we were just waiting for the petrol in the bus too fill up and make sure everything is okay to drive for the next 15 hours to Chicago.
''And Johannah!'' A voice from the other end exclaimed and Calum peeped around the corner and I smirked. ''What's going on with all you then?'' I folded my arms and I saw all four of them blush.
''We're only talking!'' Calum smirked and Luke spoke up. ''That's what Jenna said to Ashton about us.'' He winked towards me causing me too blush and sit back down next too him.
''Hey guys so...'' Ashton began and we all groaned laughing. Bless my brother. He's so dedicated.
Like I said earlier Michael was knocked out, fast asleep along with Claire, Calum and Ashton which left me and Luke together.
''It's nice having alone time with you.'' Luke whispered messing around with my fingers. ''Me too.'' I whispered kissing his bare chest.
I couldn't help but think about my future with Luke, getting married having kids.. It was just.. Beyond words.
''When we get time off we should just run away.'' He whispered. ''Run away? Where?'' I whispered.
''Anywhere, just us two we can leave everyone behind, start a new life...'' What was he talking about? I sat up and looked down into his confused blue glimmering eyes.
''Just us two... That's the only thing that matters.''
''So you want to just leave all this behind? Your family, the family you guys have, the boys? I can't leave Ashton!'' I exclaimed.
''Why? What's so wrong with it?'' He sat up facing me abruptly.
''Look Luke, I love you and all but I can't just leave everyone behind, m-my mu-''
''Jenna that's the past you need to forget about it.''
''What did you just say?'' I hissed. ''Pas-''
''I can't believe you just said that. I will NEVER forget about my mum, past or not Luke, oh my god.'' I felt anger seethe through me as I ran my hands through my soft yet tangled hair.
''STOP SHOUTING!'' He exclaimed. ''I'm the one shouting? YOU'RE THE ONE WHO'S SHOUTING!'' Oh my god was I angry at Luke at this point.
''YOU JUST DID IT THEN, AND I'M SORRY FOR YOU NOT AGREEING WITH WHAT I WAS SAYING!''
I jumped off the bunk and he followed grabbing his shirt. I just hope this doesn't wake up everyone..
''AGREE LUKE? AGREE? HOW COULD I AGREE, TOO FORGET MY MUM AND RUN AWAY FROM EVERYONE!?''
''BECAUSE I LOVE YOU AND YOU'RE ALL THAT MATTERS IN MY LIFE!'' He screamed back sharply slicing his hands across some magazines on the side draw sending them crashing next too my feet.
''WELL YEAH? JUST STOP BEING SO SELFISH AND THINK ABOUT WHAT I WANT FOR A CHANGE?'' Okay thoughs words came out completely wrong. I'm shit when it comes to arguing.
''THINK ABOUT YOU? JENNA YOU'RE THE ONLY FUCKING PERSON I THINK ABOUT! BUT YOU KNOW WHAT?'' He threw his hands in the air and I heard a few clicks off the lights turn on but I simply just ignored them as did Luke.
''WHAT?'' I hissed back and I saw his teeth grind together and a flash of guilt smack through his eyes.
''Sometimes I think about you too much, and all you're doing is fucking ruining me.'' His words made me jump and sadness swept over too me.
''Then why are you still with m-me.'' My voice cracked on the end of the sentence and his eyes turned softer.
''J-jenna, no! I don't mean it like that! I didn't mean to-o!'' He sobbed and I spun around too face him.
''Well this is the second time it's happened Luke. I gave you a chance, but this time is it. I don't want too ever see you again.'' I'm not ever going to talk never mind even look at Luke again.
''B-baby please!'' His voice came out as a cry causing me too let out a sob. ''Don't call me that.'' I spoke but my voice was barley a whisper.
''Luke.'' Ashton's voice hissed. ''Here now.'' He spat again and I saw Luke gulp. ''Jenna go away.''
''I said go away!'' He growled and I stormed back too the other end of the tour bus.
I could still hear the shouting and talking no matter how far away I was from them.
''Luke, best fucking mate or anything, that was so low! You told her too forget about her mum! She fucking DIED Luke!'' Ashton's voice only made me cry even more. I wonder where Claire is? I don't know but I don't feel like facing anyone right now.
''I didn't mean it like that.'' This time Luke's blank yet calmer voice mumbled.
''Well then what did you mean it like that then? And what do you mean run away?'' I would do anything too just turn back time right now. I covered my ears until I felt a pair of arms around me.
''M-michael..'' I stammered and he nodded as I wrapped my arms around him. ''W-we're n-not together anymore.'' No matter how many times I said it, the words still haunted me and sounded fake.
''Shhh, shhh.'' Michael soothed as I let out a hiccup and hugged onto him tightly. What would I do without someone like Michael.. Without someone like Michael this world would suck. Suck even more than it already does, but people like Michael and Calum make life so much.. Happier.
Plot twist Eeek.