Guys she's NOT in the bathroom cutting.
So I meant nothing to him. This whole time? Why didn't he just tell me.. All the I love you's all the nights we spent together, all the kissing and hugging, when I gave myself away to him.. What was I thinking. Nobody like Luke would ever love a thing like me. Ugh.
As soon as I got all my stuff packed I decided that this was it. I'm going back to Sydney I don't care. I'll do what I want. Sydney is where I belong, this obviously isn't. I decided I better leave a note.
So I mean nothing too you?
You should of just told me earlier on, then you wouldn't have to leave me here breaking, I really loved you Luke, did all that mean nothing to you? All the 'I love you' and everything else that happened. I seriously thought you were different Luke, you were.. But instead of telling me the truth you humiliated me in front of them guys. So this is why I'm going home
I don't know when I'll see you again, probably in Sydney, have a good life.
I don't know if that sounded sarcastic or bitchy or whatever I don't even know I just might as well leave it as that and go. Go back to Sydney.. Well here goes nothing...
''In her room! Shit Luke you need to see this!'' Ashton shouted from the other end of the hall and for some reason I was expecting the worst... Oh please no.. Please.. The knot in my stomach was getting more and more tighter as I got outside of the room pounding open the door where Ashton held out a note.
''What...W-what! Oh god! What the hell have I done, Ashton! We HAVE to go!'' I cried out dropping the note too the floor.
''What go where?'' He exclaimed. ''To the airport!'' I was already running down the hall what happens if she's already getting ready to get on the plain what happens if she's already on it!
''Luke! WAIT!'' Ashton's voice died out as I was running and running towards the airport. My legs were taking my faster than ever, there was no time to catch a taxi, besides there aws a HUGE traffic jam and the airport wasn't far from here. ''Please, please, please.'' I kept on repeating the words over and over again preying for a miracle.
I was gasping for air and sweat drenched off every single part of my body, I felt like my feet were going to drop off or my knee's were going to explode, along with my head which was pounding like hell. Everything was spinning and I passed through the several people before pausing and catching my breath back. Loads of people were staring at me like I was crazy or about to die, but once I felt able to run again I did.
''Excuse me!!! Sir you cannot pas beyond this point!'' The hostess or whatever she was called stopped me. ''Oh wait you're Luke Hemmings... Go through..'' Thank god! That was pretty easy!
''Now boarding flight 436 US airline to Sydney now boarding, thank you.'' The woman called and I let out a cry and dragged my hands down my face. It's now or never Luke.
''JENNA!'' I cried out just wanting her in my arms. I was aware of how weird I must look now but I don't give one I have to find her.
''JENNA!?'' I cried out my voice quieter than last time.
Peoples head began turning around to face me before I caught a glimpse of... Of.. Yes! That was her! She was handing her boarding pass through and she paused and dropped it.. I made my way over towards her and she started walking over to me. The first instinct to do was kiss her, so I did. But in return I just got a push away. ''I thought I meant nothing to you!'' Jenna was on the verge of tears and we were starting to catch a crowd.
''I thought I meant nothing to you!'' I hissed trying not to cry in front of all these people who are rude and have nothing better to do but stare. What's wrong with them, never seen a couple fight before. Remember Jenna.... Luke's known my millions of people... Around the world... Camera's were started to be pulled out and I froze not listening to Luke. I have to go. I HAVE to go HOME. Where I belong.
(Guys there's only a couple more chapters left...)