Once again Luke and Ashton are okay with each other again. Ashton is pretty messed up about what he did, and I'm not surprised. I think he's still in shock about what he did to his best mate. Luke and the other 2 boys have been telling me about how he's been apologizing non stop to Luke. As for me I haven't talked to him for the past 2 days, ugh.
Anyway the boys were going over to the UK where they're going to do lots of concerts, signings, radio interviews and writing songs. They're pretty busy at the moment. Butttt it all pays off because I have a feeling that the number one spot in the UK charts belongs to them. Yes I am proud of them.
''Do you have your passport?'' Ashton asked. As much as I missed my brother I'm still pissed and angry at him for doing that. I guess I'm in shock really if you get me. How can he be so much like.... Like... Like his dad.... I hate to admit that but whenever he's angry he reminds me of his dad. I know Ashton's nothing like him though. He's sweet and the total opposite from Paul.
Oh and yeah, yeah before you're wondering why I'm going with the boys, well that's because I'm only 17 and by the law I have to be with someone over 20. And you're probably thinking that non of the boys are 20. Well Luke's mum is a maths teacher so she's tagging along which I find really good because she's sounds and looks nice as well as being a woman, I can finally talk to someone and have a girly chat.
I have no idea if Luke's told her about me, I really don't. Something inside of me hopes he has, but the other half doesn't. I honestly don't know. I'm just so awkward and.. Bleh.
''Yeah...'' I unsure-ly replied. I don't want to talk to him.
''No you haven't because I have it here.'' Ashon handed my it and I snatched it out of his hands. ''Thanks....'' I mumbled quietly.
I carried on walking forward until Calum walked up next to me. ''You know you really should talk to him.'' He was quiet. But not quiet enough, Ashton was definitely listening because when I turned back he was staring straight at us with sadness in his eyes before his head shot towards the floor.
''I don't know...'' I sighed not sure of what to do. Should I? I mean he is my brother and all..
''Please.'' Calum took my hand. Not in that way or anything, he was being friendly. ''Okay...'' I sighed and he hugged me before letting me drop back next to him. ''Sorry for ignoring you.'' Oh god I am horrible at this.
''No, you don't have to be sorry, in fact I'm surprised you're still talking to me after what I did.'' He kicked a stone out of his way or well it was more like a pebble.
''I know you didn't mean to Ash, but I really do.'' I whispered and pulled my brother in for a hug as we pulled up outside the airport.
So we were okay now. No brother-sister falling out. Phew. I hate it honestly. I don't like falling out with people especially my brother.
On The Plain.
Ashton had been particularity quiet on the flight, and even though it had only been an hour and a bit I still knew something was wrong with him.
''I'm just going to go to the bathroom.'' Ash excused himself. He doesn't really need the toilet. He's just going to exclude his self for a while. I know I need to talk to him, so being a good sister I just followed him.
''Ashton... Ashton please let me in... Or you come out...'' I knocked lightly on the tour. There was no reply just the sound of the toilet flushing. The door clicked open. Oh. That was easier- OH NUT CRACKERS THAT'S NOT ASHTON!
An oldish guy walked out and gave me a creepy wink before walking away. Ew... He was like... 40.. A boring business man as well. Ew, ew, ew! EW!
But oh my godness was that awkward! Mehh : (
I stood my mouth hung open and an embarrassed colour fell on my face.
''Jenna? I'm here!'' Ashton let out a loud pitched laugh making me awkwardly chuckle.
''Oh my god that was so awkward.'' I blushed. ''Anyway why did you want to talk to me?'' He asked. ''Oh yeah... Um you seemed a bit... Excluded from everyone else, and you're really quiet... Is something going on?'' I asked.
Ashton sighed shakily and looked at the floor and back up at me again. ''Am I?? Am I like...'' He froze. ''Ash... Are you like?'' I was worried at where this was going but I wanted him to carry on.
''Am I like Paul?'' He didn't even call him his dad. ''No! What! Why?'' I immediately hugged him tightly.
''It's just. It's just. When I get a-''
''Ashton no. You're nothing Like Paul okay.'' I whispered. ''Thank you.'' He replied softly back and pulled my brother back to the seats and he took the seat in front of me. ''So you're both okay now?'' Luke grinned from ear to ear as I clambered over him and Michael to my seat, trying not to be a kluts and fall on them!!!
''Yup, we're fine.'' I smiled towards my brother who nodded grinning and pulling out his phone probably making a Keek or something.
''Ey up he's filming again!'' Michael laughed and I smiled plopping myself down next to Luke. ''Like always.'' I chuckled before he turned towards the camera getting us ALL in the shot. Oh and that included the several rows behind us who were either asleep or staring at Ashton thinking what the hell is he doing??!!
Oh not to forget the girls behind us who were pulling funny faces which we were laughing at. They were only like 12 and 11! ''Hey guysss!'' Ashton exclaimed waving at the camera.
''I'm on a plain if you can't tell! Okay...'' He sat back into his seat so only him and Cal. I have a feeling this flight is going to drag on. And on, and on, and on, AND ON!
A little filler chapter for you allllllll <3