I don't know how I felt about tonight and I don't know how I feel about Brandon. I know I feel something but I don't know how I'd be able to take a relationship I feel like I'd break him and then everyone would hate me again. I just need to stop talking to him thats what I need to do. I can't be like the girl I used to be, the one hated by everyone.
"Hey Brandon I need to talk to you" I text him.
"What is it?" He replied.
"Um I don't think we should talk or hangout anymore" I had said.
"What..? What do you mean?" He replied. I decided not to text him back and I don't know why but it kinda hurt me to hurt him that way.
"Um I don't think we should talk or hangout anymore" She had said I didn't know why but all of a sudden I was very upset.
"What..? What do you mean?" I responded kinda heartbroken why didn't she want to hangout or even talk. I waited 10 minutes for her to respond and never got one.
"Why....?" "Please answer me" "Liz please" "I'm on my way over"
I decided that I was just gonna go over to her house because I needed to know I didn't want to be broken and not know why because I was just growing to like her and didn't want to lose her.
"I'm on my way over" Was the last text I had gotten from him. I started to freak out a little bit. Why was he coming to my house? Why did he need to know that bad? I didn't think we were that great of friends yet. All of a sudden there was a car pulling into my driveway and a knock on my door. At first I hesitated but then opened the door.
"Delilah" I said.
"Do you want to hang" She asked.
"I can't right now, I'm sorry" I said said goodbye, I was freaking out she couldn't know that Brandon was coming over to my house at this moment.
"Brandon please don't come over" I text him.
"Too late I'm already on my way" He replied. I was a little freaked out because Delilah couldn't find out that he was coming she'd leave me or make fun of me. Delilah was still outside waving goodbye so I went to the door.
"Delilah I'll hangout with you tomorrow okay, I'm just tired right now so text me ok" I said. She nodded and hugged me and drove off. Thank goodness. About 5 minutes later another car pulled into my driveway.
I had finally gotten to her house and didn't know what I was going to do. I just had to do what came to my mind the first thing that came to my mind. I had gotten out of my car and started to walk to her front door. I didn't know what I was doing right now but I just stormed into her house.
"Brandon" She said.
"Liz I don't get why you don't want to be friends anymore but, don't freak out at me because I need to do this" I said.
"Do wha..." She started but I soon inturrupted her by leaning in and kissing her and to my surprise she kissed me back.