Love and Despair

When Sam Pottorff meets Savannah Moran its love at first sight, until one day he makes one of the biggest mistakes of his life. Who is gonna be there to pick up the broken pieces? Read to find out?


6. Chapter 6

Savannah's POV 

I woke up with a massive headache unsure of where I was. I looked down and saw that I had no top on just my bra and shorts. I then looked up and saw Kian shirtless on the couch across from me. Oh, no I hope we didn't do anything. There was then a knock on the door and I really didn't want to get it, so I pretend that I was still sleeping. Kian woke up and got it not putting a shirt on. 

"Kian have you seen Savannah no one can find her." I knew that voice it was Connor.  

"Yeah, she's in here." Kian said. My eyes were closed but I heard footsteps come in.

"Kian What the hell did you guys do!" Connor yelled. 

"Its not what it looks like!" Kian said defending us. 

"Oh really Kian! Explain what your wearing and what she's wearing!" Connor yelled again.

"Can you guys please not yell I have a massive headache" I said getting involved in this argument.

"What's that smell?" Connor asked, "Savannah are you drunk?" He sat down next to me on the couch.  

"Not anymore."I said. 

"What happened to you?" Connor asked.  

"I was at Arianna's party and I saw Sam there with the girl he was cheating on with me so I got drunk and I didn't want to go home so I came here and everything after that is a big blur." I said 

"I will explain the rest."Kian said. " Savannah was super drunk like the drunkest you could get."

"We get it Kian!" I yelled at him. 

"So, when she came here she was really upset but for some reason all you wanted to do was hook up with me." Kian then explained the rest of the story to what happened to me and Connor. 


Tonight is my one year anniversary with Sam and I have completely no idea what he has planned. Right now I was just waiting in my living room for Sam to come pick me up. There was a knock on the door. I got up and went to go answer it. 

"Hey Baby." He said to me when I opened the door. 

"Hey" I said leaning in to give him a kiss.  "Happy anniversary"

"You ready?" He said. 

"Yes." I said "Let me just grab my purse." When I came back downstairs we left and went out to Sam's car. When we got in the car I asked, 

"So were are we going?" 

"Sorry can't say." Sam said.  

"Still! I have been trying to get this out of you for at least a week now. When are you going to tell me?" I asked clearly pissed. 

"You will see when we get there. " He said coming to a red light and leaning over and kissing my forehead. I just sat the blushing. 

A couple minutes later we arrived at the Quentin Jacobs Hotel and Spa. Sam and I walked in hand and hand into the hotel and up to the front desk. I had never actually been here, but apparently it is one of the most expensive Hotels in America. 

"Hi I have a reservation." Sam said to the lady at the front desk. 

"What is your last name sir?" The lady asked him. 

"Pottorff." Sam replied. 

"Oh okay. Can you please follow me?" The lady said. Sam and I followed the lady still holding hands outside onto the golf course where there was a picnic blanket and a basket set up. 

"And anytime your ready the room is all set up and ready. Enjoy." And with that the lady left, leaving Sam and I alone on the golf field. 

Sam and I sat down on the blanket. 

"Wow Sam! This is all amazing but you really didn't have to do all of this." I said 

"Yes I did. I just want to make sure everything is perfect for the girl that I love." Sam said taking the food out of the picnic basket. But then he realized that he just said he loved me.     

"Savannah I-" I cut him off by leaning in and crashing my lips onto his. 

"I love you too Sam." I said really meaning it. It was the first time I have ever said 'I love you' to a boy before. This was huge. Telling a boy that you loved them meant that you had feelings for them beyond regular feelings. 

Sam and I continued our lovely picnic. He was so amazing. 

"So you ready to go upstairs and check out our room?" He asked. 

"So you were serious about getting a room?" I asked. 

"Yes." He said nodding his head up and down. 

"Sam! Were only 16!" I said. 

"Don't worry. I have talked it over with both of our parents and they are both fine with it. As long as we don't do anything bad." He said making me laugh a little. "And Trevor helped me put together a mini suitcase for you of things you might need. So you ready?" He said standing up from the blanket and reaching down to help me up. 

"Yeah." I said and grabbed his hand and I followed him up to our beautiful hotel room. 

                          ~~~~~~~~~Flashback over~~~~~~~~~~~~

"Come on Savannah I should take you home." Connor said getting up from the couch and getting my stuff. He then lead me out of the front door like he was my father and turned to Kian and said, "Kian I will talk to you later" 

Then we walked outside the house and I was walking over to my car when Connor stopped me, 

"Savannah? What do you think your doing?" 

"Getting in my car." I said.   

"Your drunk." Connor said clearly really pissed at me. 

"Not anymore." I said getting pissed now. 

"I still don't want you driving. Come on, I will pick up your car up later." He grabbed my hand and led me to his car and we drove back to my house. 

*Skip Car Ride

We got back to my house and I walked inside to see Jc, Ricky, Trevor, and Amber sitting on the couch. 

"Hey Savannah" Jc said very sweetly. 

"You guys heard?" I said. They all looked at each other and then Amber nodded her head. That's when the tears strted again. I swear I have cried so much this week, I'm surprised that I still have tears left in me. 

"Why is this all happening to me?" I said while crying. "The person who I thought loved and cared about me clearly dose not and all I want is him back!" I fell to my knees I cried into my hands. 

"How am I supposed to go to school everyday and see him with her, holding hands,laughing and kissing! Everything I loved doing with him! Without him who am I supposed to hold hands with, laugh and kiss!? Without him I may as well not even live! I loved him so much and I still love him! I just want him back! And if I can't have him back just kill me, because I don't want to live in a world where I can't hold his hand, laugh, and kiss him" And with that the crying didn't stop. I couldn't even talk or move. I just sat on the floor crying. 

"Savannah stop!" Amber said and walked over to me. "We all love you and we wouldn't be able to live in a world without you!" 

"Yeah. Who will tease me and tell me to shut up." Trevor said and came and sat down next to Amber and I. 

"And who is gonna be my best friend? Who annoys the hell out of me but I love her to pieces." Connor said and sat down with Amber, Trevor, and I.

"Savannah we all love you very much." Ricky said and came and sat down with all of us. 

"And we promise that we will help you through this." Jc said and came and sat with all of us. They all leaned in and gave me a giant group hug. I just sat there and cried but feeling a lot better because I knew now that if Sam didn't love me anymore I knew I had friends that do.  

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