"What?" He asks. My breathing hitches in my throat and I push Luke off of me, backing into the wall.
"What?" Calum asks again and removes his hand from me.
"I have to go." I say quickly and jump off the bed.
"Wait!" Calum yells. "Luke what did I do?"
Tears build in my eyes at the memories flooding my mind.
"You grabbed her..chest." Luke whispers as I fall to my knees.
"C'mon baby." Ryan's voice fills my head.
"Just let me do it. It'll be quick." Ryan says.
"No!" I scream and squeeze my eyes closed.
Luke runs over to me. "Ariana. Shhh." He whispers.
I back up against the wall and feel tears rushing down my cheeks. "Please Luke. Make him stop."
"Ari." Calum says. "Please don't cry."
"He's hurting me. He wants to hurt me." I whisper and bury mt face in my knees.
"Calum would never hurt you." Luke whispers to me.
I shake my head. "Not Calum!"
Calum gets off the bed and Luke leads him over to me. "Baby..I-im so sorry..I can't see." Calum says.
I shake my head. "I-I know. Its not you." I whisper.
Luke wraps Calums arms around me and Calum pulls me closer.
"I'm so broken Calum. I'm sorry you have to deal with this." I sob into his chest.
"Hey. It's okay. I accept you. I accept everything about you and your past." He says.
I nod a little and look up at him. "I-" I stop myself immediately.
"You what babe?" He asks.
"Nothing." I reply.
"What is it?" He asks quietly.
"Nothing." I repeat. "Really."
Luke sighs and I smile weakly at him. "I'm gonna shower." Calum says.
"Okay..do you need help?" Luke asks and winks at me. I roll my eyes.
"No. I'm okay." Calum kisses the top of my head.
Luke and I both nod and Calum stands up.
Luke leads Calum into the bathroom and starts the water.
A few minutes later Luke walks out and smiles at me a little.
"We have to talk." Luke says.
"I-okay." I whisper and sit on Calums bed.
"Last night...I heard you say something." He says.
My eyes widen and I stand back up. "I really should go." I say and walk for the door. He grabs my wrist and turns me back around.
"Why is it such a big deal?" He asks. "It's just me you're talking to."
"Because..I get attached way too quickly Luke. That's what happened with Ryan. A week in and I thought I was in love. That's when things started going bad. As soon as he realized that I was leaving him, he started to.." I trail off and look at my feet.
"It's okay. Cals not like that." He says.
"I know he's not. But he doesn't love me. He didn't even want to kiss me." I whisper.
"He did." Luke whispers.
"Because you made me." I say.
"Yeah you should thank me for that." He teases.
"I already did." I roll my eyes and push his chest. "I'm just worried about his reaction. When I say it."
"Just wait. Wait until he says it first." Luke replies.
I nod and look at him. "What if..what if he doesn't say it."
"Then...I don't know." He sighs.
I close my eyes. "I don't think he will love me, Luke."
"I think he will." Luke smiles. "I really do. You guys were like...meant to be."
I smile a little and re-open my eyes. "I hope he does." I say just before the bathroom door opens with Calums towel wrapped loosely around his waist.
"Hey uh-guys? Can I get some clothes?"
"Cal...did you wash your hair?" Luke sighs and gets up, grabbing some underwear for him.
"Yes! I did!" Calum says. "Why wouldn't I?"
"Cause it looks gross." Luke laughs. "And there's still soap in your hair."
"There is?" He asks frantically. "Damn it! Hold on Luke..set my clothes on the counter." He says before shutting the door again. I giggle a little.
"Don't laugh at me babe!" He laughs from inside the shower.
I laugh louder and hear him laughing too.
The shower shuts off again. "Okay, I think I got it." Cal says.
"Let me see." Luke sighs and chuckles.
Calum opens the door with a towel covering his lower half again. "Did I do it?" He asks.
I can't help but stare at his abs.
"Yes, you did."Luke says and stares at me with raised eyebrows.
I bite my lip and tear my eyes away from Calum.
Luke chuckles at me and makes thrusting motions, teasing me about staring at Cal.
I roll my eyes but nod a little.
"What's so funny?" Calum asks as Luke laughs again.
"Nothing." I reply and get up, pushing Luke onto Calums bed and wrapping my arms around Calums side.
He smiles and kisses the top of my head. "My towels falling." He whispers and laughs.
"Let it fall! Ariana would love to see your-" Luke begins.
"Shut up!" I cut him off.
Calum pulls his towel up. I tighten my grip on him and lean my head below his nipple.
"Can I get dressed? Real quick?" He asks quietly and runs his hands through my hair.
"But I want to hold you." I reply.
"You can hold me..after I'm dressed." He chuckles.
"But...I want to hold you right now." I whisper.
"You can hold me while I'm getting dressed but I don't think Luke would allow that. I need help getting dressed anyways though." He says.
"Noo Cal..I don't want you to get dressed right now. I will let you get undies on though." I say.
He nods a little and reaches behind him for the boxers Luke gave him. He pats the counter until he grabs them.
I smile and remove my arms from his waist. "Do you need help or.."
"I can do my underwear." Calum says.
"Okay." I giggle and step back. "Luke watch him to make sure he doesn't fall." I whisper and cover my face.
I hear Calums feet hit the ground while trying to get his underwear on.
"You okay babe?" I ask quietly.
"Yep, I got them on." He replies.
I remove my hands from my face and smile before walking towards him.
I wrap my arms around his neck. "Can I jump on you?" I ask him.
"Yes, don't be surprised if I fall though." He chuckles and pecks my forehead.
I jump and wrap my legs around his torso.
He quickly wraps his arms around my thighs to catch me.
I smile and peck his lips.
"I'm gonna try and walk to the bed, okay?" He asks and smiles.
"Okay." I reply and peck his cheek.
He starts to walk forward slowly.
"Don't fall babe." I whisper.
"I'll try." He chuckles.
He takes another step and Luke gasps. "Calum I swear to god if you fall.." He says.
"I'm not going to fall!" Calum says and takes another step.
I giggle and press my lips to his neck gently.
"Don't distract me." He chuckles.
I pull away. "S-sorry. You know I can get off of you and lead you over to the bed right?"
"Yeah i know. I want to do it though." He whispers.
"I know but I want to help you." I jump off of him and lead him over to his bed.
He sighs and sits down. "I'm supposed to take care of YOU."
"I-I'm sorry.." I whisper. "I just wanted to help.."
"Its okay." He whispers back and pulls me onto his lap.
"You're not mad at me...right?" I ask.
He shakes his head a little. "No baby."
I smile and press my lips against his neck again.
He turns his head a little so I have more access.
I kiss up his neck and start on his jawline