For financial reasons I chose to become a surrogate mom. I had no idea that it would change my life. I thought it was an easy way to earn money, but slowly, I was into something that resembled a dream. A nightmare!


9. To brake up

Louis was behind my back with his arms around my body. I woke up when he kissed my neck and it tingled all over.
"Say yes!" he whispered hoarsely. I moaned and I spun around. I met his gaze and I frowned.
"It's not as simple as you make it sound?"
Louis disagreed with me and he smiled big.
"Well it's simple." he whispered sweet. "I want you and I wont give up."
I swallowed. Why didn't he think about that Eleanor would get hurt. It was like he didn't care about her and it was as if his whole relationship had been a lie.
"I intend to continue like this." he continued with a smile. "I will come to you when you least expect it and I will give you everything."
Okay, I had nothing against that. I smiled weakly. He let his hand slide down over my body and he began to caress me down there. I spread my legs and I moaned. Louis moved closer and his lips met mine. He kissed me softly, gently, and I loved it. He let a finger penetrate. I whimpered and I brought my hip up against his hand. Why was I so easily to have sex with? I should have waited and I should have said no. I groaned when his thumb began to caress me over the clitoris. A finger was still inside me and it was as if he knew I wanted it like that.
"Say yes!" he moaned against my lips. I took my arms around his neck. I didn't answer, I just enjoyed. I felt that I was wet down there and I felt I wanted more. Damn I wanted more! Louis lay me down on my side, with my back against him. He let his hand continued to touch my clitoris. With the other hand he held up my leg and then he penetrate. I moaned out straight. His cock filled me and I realized that this was too much. I hugged a pillow and I blushed almost at the idea what we were doing. I moaned louder when he quickly moved his body and eventually it was as if only he were there. The whole world revolved around Louis. He pounded into me and he groaned loudly. The whole bed squeaked, but we couldn't bother us. I felt myself reaching back to the top. I felt my body lost my head and in the end I was shaking uncontrollably. I screamed into the pillow and I squeezed my ass against him. Louis was quick and he came right after me. He pressed in his hard thing inside me and he shook. Then he sank down behind me and he took his arms around my body.


"Louis, what if I say yes?"
He woke up. I felt his lips against my ear.
"Then you make me the happiest man in the world."
I wondered about even more. I felt how he kissed me under the ear and it tingled.
"Will you break up with Eleanor first?"
He nodded.
"Of course I'm going to break up with her."
I dropped the pillow and I spun around and I looked at him.
"And the contract at the hospital?"
Louis put his head down on the pillow and he watched me closely.
"Darling, I will make sure that everything's dissolved." he whispered. "I will protect you. You haven't done anything wrong."
I took a deep breath.
"And you promise that no one can blame me?"
He shook his head.
"No, no one should say it's your fault." he whispered hoarsely. "I promise that I will do everything in my power to make this work."
Still, I was scared.
"What if Eleanor realize you're with me?"
He smiled awry.
"Sooner or later, the truth must come up?"
I nodded.
"But I'm afraid for her."
He kissed me.
"You don't need to be afraid."




Louis followed me with his eyes when I fried eggs and picked up breakfast for us. We were quiet and I didn't even dare to open my mouth. I was ashamed of what we had done and I landed in reality. I had seen in movies how it ended. Either Eleanor would smile and say that she understood, or she would go crazy. In reality, it was never as in movies, which only made me more scared.


When the doorbell rang, I froze. Louis also seemed to flinch. We looked at each other before we heard Eleanor's voice.
"Please Cahty, you have to be home. I need to talk to you."
I swallowed and I was petrified. Louis sighed and realized that we couldn't hide. Against my will, he stood up and he went out into the hall. I heard how he unlocked and he opened the door. It was quiet for a few seconds before I heard her voice again.
"What are you doing here?"
"What do you think?"
Silence and then seemed Eleanor to understand.
"How the hell could you?"
I just wanted to cry. I stood and shook in the middle of the floor and I felt the tears came. Damn! Anyway it was my fault that it ended like this.
"You have been unfaithful with her? How long time have you fuck her?"
"We haven't fucked!" lied Louis, but I heard in his voice that she saw through him.
"Where is she? Where's that bitch?"
Louis didn't let her come in.
"It's not her fault." he said kindly and firmly. "It's my fault, Eleanor!"
She snorted and I heard how she struggled to get in.
"Cathy?" she cried out. "Damn where's your fucking traitor?"
I sat quietly down on a chair.
"She's not home!" Louis screamed and he seemed to push her out. "She's not here and you have nothing to do with her."
"Well, she took you away from me!"
"No, you did!"
There was silence. I heard they breathed, but that was all.
"I did?"
Louis was sure about what to say.
"You fought too hard sometimes." he said. "You fought when I wanted you to take it easy and when I needed you, you weren't there for me."
Silence. Total silence. It felt like I was alone in the house and I wondered if this really happened.
"Why?" Eleanor sobbed. "Why her and why now?"
Louis sighed.
"When did you want it to happen? Tomorrow or yesterday?"
She sobbed higher.
"But what we had then?"
"It doesn't matter." he replied cold. "I leave you and it doesn't matter if Cathy wants me or not. I can't be bothered with you or your harsh words anymore."
"But I love you?"
He disagreed with her.
"No, you love the truth that everything is about you."


When Louis came back to the kitchen, I sat on the chair and I cried. I felt guilty and this felt so wrong. He came up to me and he forced me up on my feet and then he hugged me tightly.
"You heard what I said?" he whispered. I nodded and I hugged him tightly. I hid my face against his neck and I felt myself shaking. Why did I cried? I should be happy?
"She was angry?"
He kissed my cheek.
"Yes, she's angry but it will pass."
I looked up at him.
"Louis, I'm afraid. I'm really scared off her."
He kissed me and then he shook his head.
"She can't hurt you, love." he whispered sweet. "She's mad, but it will pass. I go home in the afternoon and pack clothes. I'll make sure she doesn't come here."




As soon as Louis left the house, I locked the door. I went up to the bedroom and I looked away towards their house. I watched as he walked across the street and he went into the house. I had no idea why I was afraid of Eleanor. She was perhaps harmless, but I didn't want that she would yell at me. I didn't want to hear her words and I knew she wouldn't listen to me. It felt like a dream. This wasn't me. This was another girl who sat in the window and peered out. This was a girl who wasn't at all like me, and she made the wrong choice.


Louis came into the hall with two large suitcases. He locked the door and then he smiled at me.
"I've talked to her and she has promised not to come here."
I frowned.
"What happen now?"
He walked up to me and he took his arms around my waist.
"I'll call my lawyers and they will take care of all that with all the papers." he whispered. "I will try to keep this a secret from the fans for a time, and then we'll live like a normal couple."
I frowned.
"Is it that simple?"
He nodded happily and he kissed me tenderly.
"Stop brooding, Darling!" he whispered tenderly. "We can't do more than our best and I promise it will get better."
I nodded. I chose to trust him and I smiled a little bit. I took my arms around his neck and I watched him closely.
"So this is how it should be?"
He nodded.
"Here's exactly how it should be!"


I chose to call the job and blame that I was sick. Louis and I locked ourselves in the house and it was like we were living in a bubble. The outside world rolled on, but we tried to create a living for ourselves.


"You know you don't need to work?"
I looked at Louis. We were lying naked on the floor and we had made love. We were tired and we were sweaty.
"But I want to work?"
He smiled and he ran his hand through my hair.
"We can come up with something other to do?" he asked kindly. "I want you here and I want to be with you as much as I can."
I smiled and I drew my hand across his chest.
"You mean I should be home and bear children?"
He laughed.
"No, but it would be a good solution?" He grinned and he kissed me. "Do you want to have children?"
I quickly shook my head and I frowned.
"Not right now!" I whispered. "There has been too much of pregnancies at the moment."
He agreed and he nodded.
"So we'll just be us?" he whispered sweet. "And I still want that you shouldn't work."
I sighed. We had two different opinions.
"I don't want to be like Eleanor." I answered honestly. "I don't want to just stay home and take care of the home."
He understood me.
"But if I find another solution?"
I raised an eyebrow.
"Do you have another solution?"
He nodded and he laughed a little bit.
"I've talked with the management and I have said that I want to hire you as my personal assistant."
I had to think. I just stared at him and I realized he was serious.
"And what does a personal assistant do?"
He laughed a little bit.
"The only thing you need to do is to keep an track on all bookings, my agenda and make calls when it's needed."
I didn't like that idea.
"You mean you can't keep track on that on your own?"
He laughed.
"Well, I can handle it on my own, but you want a job, and then you can always work with me?"
I sighed.
"Are you serious?"
He nodded and he kissed me lightly on the lips.
"I mean always serious when it comes to you."
I took my  arms around his body and I put myself in his arms.
"And that means?"
He was grinning.
"That you're the most important person in my life." he replied charming. He smiled wryly and he raised his eyebrows. "It also means that I will take care of you, exactly as I have promised you."

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