20. It's been a long day(Rosi Golan)
I look at my window all I can see is the dark of the night and a silhouette of the trees. When we were coming to Winsford it was day and I could see the landscape. Now I am just looking at the dark through the window of the train trying to forget what happened in the competition.
Everybody is sleeping. It's almost midnight and tomorrow I have school. Martha released me from the morning training so I can rest. But I'm going to train. I don't need to sleep. Maybe if hadn't slept, if I had trained more I wouldn't have fallen.
Martha told me these things happen. Sometime we fall. She also told me my punctuation was not bad considering my fall.
Her words didn't make me feel better. I just need to forget this day and get over because on Saturday I am going to London to another competition.
I hate myself for fail, for falling, for disappointing Martha...and I the most I hate Harry, because maybe if he and his stupid band were not in the ring on Saturday I wouldn't have fallen.