35. I will wait for you (Us the duo)
It’s Friday again. Finally! I have been busy this week. Martha is starting to think of a new choreography for the WISC, even though it happens only in June. This choreograph have to be perfect .I have to practice a lot. There are also another few competitions before May. But now our focus is in WSIC. I dropped my extra hours in the bakery. My mom told me I didn’t need to work that much, it isn’t healthy. It’s better for me because now more time to study and more free time to spend with Harry. We don’t do many things during the week because he knows how busy I’m and also we see each other every day at work. But we always do something together in the weekend. Today, for example, I’m going to his apartment to watch a movie.
“So you are going to watch a movie at Harry’s?” Mandy asks me
“Yes” I say
She looks at me suspicious
“What?” I ask
“You are so innocent”
“Wake up Katy, Harry is taking you to his house because he is tired of just kissing. Harry is used to have more than one girl is his bed every weekend and since you two started dating he’s no longer with any other girl. He probably miss having sex”
“Are you serious?”
“Yes I am. What did you think Katy? That he would be satisfied just kissing you? He won’t Katy”
Mandy’s words affects me. I’m virgin. Harry is my first real boyfriend in fact. It’s not that I wouldn’t have sex but things are going too fast. Harry and I are dating for two weeks. Last month I hated him. I don’t want to have sex with him, not now.
I push the doorbell ring of Harry’s apartment. My heads are shaking. I’ve been thinking about Mandy’s words the whole day. She is kind of right. He might be expecting something like this from me. I should have talked to him at work but Steve was by our side the whole time. I need to talk to Harry. I’m afraid to let him down but I don’t want do this now.
“Hey” he says opening the door and giving me a kiss “Come in”
I walk in his apartment. It’s pretty clean actually. There is a living room, a sofa and a TV, there is also a dinner table not really big, a door that must be the kitchen and another door that is closed. There are also stairs. The bedrooms must be upstairs. It’s a nice place.
“I’ve made popcorn” Harry says smiling
“Good I bought some candies”
“You are so sweet” he laughs and kisses my check “So what are we going to watch?”
“Can I choose?”
“Really? Tangled? A Disney princess movie?”
“You said I could choose anything”
“Okay, so let’s watch Tangled”
We sat in the couch. Harry puts his arms around me and I feel nervous. I have no idea what it’s going to happen. I lye on Harry’s chest and we watch the movie.
In the middle of the movie Harry’s arms go to my shoulder and he starts playing with my hair. It would be really nice but I freaking out. I don’t know what might happen after the movie. I try to back off. He let goes my hair.
After some minutes Harry tries to hug me again but I try to pull him off
“Okay, what is going on Katy?”
“I try to hug you twice and pull me off. Is there something wrong? It’s seems like you are afraid of me”
I keep in silence
“You can tell me what you thinking Katy”
“Okay…it’s just that you invited me to your house and…we are alone…I thought maybe…you’ve invited me here not only to watch a movie…and I’m afraid that you’d freak out if I said no...and…you always said you’d like to take me to your bed…I just…”
“Katy, I didn’t invited you here to have sex with you. Not that I don’t want to. I do. But I’d never do this without you want to. Okay?”
I look to the floor
“Look at me Katy” he says touching my face” I like you. As I said you are not just a one night stand to me. I don’t rush things with you. I will only do what you comfortable with. I’d never force you to do anything. So relax, just enjoy the movie” he smiles
I hug him and we watch the rest of the movie.