51. Here’s to never growing up(Avril Lavigne)
“Remember when Katy felt while dancing in that party?” Zach asks
It’s Saturday night and we are in a pub drinking and laughing.
“Another one for me” Harry says to the waitress with his glass empty
“For me too” I say
It’s one of the first time I see Harry really drinking. He used don t drink a lot because he is driving but today he decided to take a cab. The waitress doesn’ t seem to my mind or to realize the fact that I’m only sixteen because she keeps serving me.
“Let’s make a toast” Judy says” to the success of White Eskimo”
Harry told me about the manager they contract. They are thinking bigger now. They are talking about a CD, maybe a tour! I’m really happy for Harry. Now they are always playing in somewhere. Yesterday they played and tomorrow they are going to play again. Harry is working hard. Everyone in the band is working hard.
“So now you are living alone right Harry?” Chad asks
“Yes Nick moved to another apartment with his girlfriend. But we are always rehearsing so the house is always full”
I keep wondering how would be to live alone. I have no idea how Harry can live alone. ..
“Are you here?”
“Sorry I was just thinking….”
He kisses me and holds my hand.
We’ve been dating for three months and I feel so close to him. I really don’t imagine four months ago that I would date Harry but he is a different guy now. He is always sweet and kind to me and we never fight. I love how we are together. I love him.
I try to unlock the front door. Harry is holding me. I think I’d fall if his arms weren’t around me. Why can’t I unlock the door? Maybe it’s because I drank a little…maybe a lot… I can’t remember anymore… It’s so funny that I start laughing
“Shhhhhh” Harry says” Your parents are sleeping”
“Shhhhhhhh” I say to him putting a finger on his lips.
I starts running my finger on his lips. They are so soft
“Are you trying to make me go crazy?” he whispers
“Is it working?” I ask
He push me to the wall and starts kissing my neck. His hands in my waist. My hands in his chest. Harry is so strong. I realize I’ve never seen him shirtless. Why haven’t I see my boyfriend shirtless? Maybe because I always stop before that part
“What are you doing?” he stops kissing and asks
I look at my hand. I was trying to take Harry’s shirt off
“Look Katy I don’t think we should be kissing here. We are drunks and in the front door of your house. You should go inside and sleep. We talk tomorrow, okay?”
“I love you” he says kissing me
“Love you too” I say
I finally managed to open the door. I tiptoe to my room and when I’m almost inside I heard my father
I froze. He knew I’d be back late. But he didn’t know I’d be back drunk and did he see Harry and I outside kissing?! Okay no panic.
“You had a good time?”
“Yes. Judy, the twins and Chad were there too. It was really fun” I say trying to sound like a sober. Is it even possible?
“Cool. Good night ” he says
“ Night” I say and enter my room.
That was close….