I honestly can't remember a single thing from last night. I had to swallow some pills dry to alleviate my head's ache this morning. I'm thankful it was a Friday night so I could sleep in all day without worrying about school. Just when I was about to fall asleep, my phone vibrated. It was Luke calling.
"Hi baby I missed you" I said in my sleepy voice. "Is it true?" He asked. "Is what true?" I furrowed my eyebrows. "DON'T ACT LIKE YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT" he yelled. "Why are you yelling at me? I swear I don't know" I said sitting straight on my bed. "London..." he sounded clutching his teeth. "You and Justin... did something happen between you two last night?" he asked. "We went to the party together but you already know that" I said confused and scared.
"Did you drink?" Luke asked again when I swallowed with fear. "yes... yes I did and I got drunk but I know better than to do anything wrong..." I said when he cut me off by yelling "YOU SLEPT WITH JUSTIN!"
My watery eyes were open wide and my mouth was trembling. "N- no... no that's not true, who told you that?" I asked. "IS THAT ALL YOU CARE ABOUT? WHO TOLD ME THAT? HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME? I SAW NAKED PICTURES OF YOU IN BED WITH HIM" he screamed at me. "Luke baby nothing happened why can't you believe me? I promise that's not true... I mean I know I can't remember anything but..." I said when he cut me off again. "exactly London, you can't remember" He said hanging up the phone.
I covered my mouth with my hand and cried silently. I got dressed and headed to Justin's house immediately. He opened the door and let me in. "IS IT TRUE?" I yelled. "London look..." He said scratching the back of his head. "I couldn't resist you and you didn't stop me."
"We... we slept together? I was drunk... h- how could you use me like this? Luke is your friend, why would you do this? please tell me nothing happened please" I begged clutching at his jacket. "London chill I'll talk to Luke if you want" He said. "STOP JUST STOP ACTING LIKE A NICE GUY. YOU TOOK ADVANTAGE OF ME LAST NIGHT AND YOU PROBABLY SENT OUR PICTURES TO LUKE SO THAT HE'D LEAVE ME. DON'T EVER COME NEAR ME AGAIN" I yelled then rushed outside.
"baby what's wrong?" mom asked as I entered the room again. "Nothing come on I'll drive you back to your house, you need to leave" I said to her grabbing my keys. "But... we didn't talk" She said looking at me with disappointment. "MOM" I yelled. "I'm going through something right now with my girlfriend okay? besides I have to practice with the boys, I have a show tonight, I'll just stop by when I have the time, cool?" I suggested. "Okay son, whatever you please, I just don't want to lose you again" She said when I nodded in agreement.
I don't know whether to believe those pictures or not. London was too damn stupid to even drink. I know she'd never do something like this, I barely kissed her a few times and I was her first kiss. She's just too innocent for this... But she was drunk. I need to find some witnesses and more importantly... I need to find Justin!
When I got back to meet with the boys, London had already called me a thousand times. I can't speak to her at the moment... not before I know the truth.